Thursday, April 29, 2010

Do you truly love me?

One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.

He asked me, "Do you love me?"

I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"

Then He asked, "If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"

I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the things that I took for granted.

And I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."

Then the Lord said, "If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"





How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation.



So I answered, "Its hard to think of it, but I would still love you."


The Lord then asked me, "If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?"

How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."

The Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"

How could I praise without a voice?



Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks.



So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name."



And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"



With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"



I thought I had answered well, but... God asked, "THEN WHY DO YOU SIN?"



I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."



"THEN WHY IN TIMES OF PEACE DO YOU STRAY THE FURTHEST? WHY ONLY IN TIMES OF TROUBLE DO YOU PRAY THE EARNEST?"



No answers. Only tears.



The Lord continued: "Why only sing at fellowships and retreats? Why seek Me only in times of worship? Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"



The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.



"Why are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading

the good news? Why in times of persecution, you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cry on? Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?"


I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.

"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."


"DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME ?"

I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When I my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord answered, "That is My Grace, My child."

I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"

The Lord answered, "Because you are My creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you forever."

Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?"

The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands. I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour. And for the first time, I truly prayed.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Immature

haha.. i feel myself bein very immature..
I get really bad results since i entered form 4..
due to my overloaded works..
it actually makes me feel very bad.. yet i do nth with it..

coz i guess i am too into smth i shouldn't be doing..
your choice is right.. :) thanks!

I know God knows what is best for us now..
Now.. i must work hard to share the gospel and draw close to God day by day..
another thing is.. STUDY SMART!!

I really wish i could get straight A+ in my SPM..
I know i can if i want..
but first i gonna kill my lazy cells first XD

I love studying..
I love knowledge!

But i hate my laziness..
due to inertia?
Wahaha..

There'll be a national chemistry quiz..
Pn Grace said if we are the top 4 in the whole m'sia..
we will wakil negara!!
Oh Dear!
My chemistry is currently in Grade B..
can I manage to kill my enemy?
I dunno..

I need more strength and time to work hard on my chemi...

Wish to do smth with my SEJ too..
and my maths.. last time i was wakil sek for pri sch..
now.. the result..?
Dog also can score a better result than me..
LOL..

the ujian diagnostik...
I only got 5A2B2C..
so so so POOR result..
gonna work extremely hard as the SPM is juz around the corner man!!

Lord.. plz help me...
Of coz i hv to work hard too..
Plz bless my frens and me with wisdom and good health..
Thanks..

I pray that ALL of my frens will come to know how great and awesome YOU are..
You are the BEST in my life XD

I love you Jesus!

May God bless u and hv a nice day :)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

A song for u

Dear Honey (Cikgu Ainn)..
haha.. my kai ma..

This is for u :)


Oh~ Mummy2, I love you..
You're not just only pretty but you're cute..
You love everybody that surrounds you..
You're the light of my life..

Oh~ Honey2 I sayang you..
Thank you for everything you've done
I will surely remember you..

Oh~ Honey2 I sayang you..
Thank you for everything you've done..
I love you~

**sorry.. got a bit of sore throat today.. haha..
and the beginning is out of beat XD

Friday, April 23, 2010

hallelujah

wow.. God is so cool...
Thank God so much for all the blessing XD

Thank God.. i get an A for physics..
I never expect that to happen..
and it's like.. almost making me cry.. =')

it is like a dream today..
I saw ming ken coincidentally again XD
I juz saw him like last tues coincidentally..
Wow... I was juz thinking in my mind today "hmmm.. dunno today will meet him or nt.."

And.. dun simply say things in ur heart..
coz God can hear!!
God let me see him again!!
inside KTM!!

well.. i actually dreamed him.. wahaha..
coz kinda miss my camp frens..
and i think i can learn much from him..

He is really cool.. LOL..
He lifted his eyebrow as the way of replying my Hi..
almost killed me.. haha.. X)

Juz kidding la..
He din kill me..

but i guess somebody has killed me in FB.. XD

haha.. shh.. seafood is nice ^^
und und la.. i cant sleep for the whole night coz kept thinking abt smth la.. X)

well well..
hehe.. so happy la.. i get my P license liao..
can drive liao lu.. wahaha ^^

btw.. i really dun wanna go old town and makan bcoz of that guy la.. zzz..
Oh my goodness!!
He blinked his right eye..
like wanna eat me like that..
I was hoping someone sitting beside me that time..
I was very scared..
but i think.. he will nvr teman me again..

anyway.. juz feel rejected by some1 i love.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Good works? Grace?

ODB: false hope

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April 21, 2010


We are not saved by good works, but by God’s work.

READ: Ephesians 2:1-10

By grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works. —Ephesians 2:8-9

The name of a pretty Bavarian town in Germany shares the name of a place of horror—Dachau. A museum on the grounds of this infamous Nazi concentration camp attracts many World War II history buffs.

As you look around, it would be hard to miss the misleading words welded to an iron gate: Arbeit Macht Frei. This phrase—Work Makes You Free—was just a cruel lie to give false hope to those who entered this place of death.

Many people today have false hope that they can earn a place in heaven by working at being good or by doing good things. God’s standard of perfection, however, requires a totally sinless life. There’s no way any of us can ever be “good enough.” It is only through the sacrifice of the sinless Savior that we are made righteous. God made Jesus “who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him” (2 Cor. 5:21). Eternal life is given because of God’s gift of grace—not because of our good works (Eph. 2:8-9).

Don’t let Satan trick you by giving you false hope that your good works will save you. It is only through Jesus’ work on the cross that you can have real freedom. — Cindy Hess Kasper

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

A new driver is borned!

Hallelujah~! Praise the Lord!
A new driver is born today! Her name is Flora Low Ngah Earn!
WOW.. cool man!!
lol.. finally i've passed my driving exam..
thank God so much...

btw, thanks for all the people that prayed hard for me..
appreciate it much XD

i reached the driving exam place arnd 1.30pm..
but unfortunately.. i only started my exam at 4pm..
coz i'm the second last people who takes the exam ^^

And.. I met a cool guy there..
haha.. his name is yew weng..
He is no. 77 and i am no.78.
so basically i was chatting with him while i am waiting for my turn..

He is an ex-KB student..
and he knows my primary sch fren..
nt juz that.. he knows weijean, yinpink and chai yeen also..

we chatted a lot of stuff.. thank God i met him la..
if nt i sure bored till dunno like what.. hehe..

btw.. i also chatted with a leng lui named audrey XD
she is very frenly ^^

when it's my turn to go up the hill..
man.. i din know how to drive the car..
i'm nt used to the car they had prepared for us..
well.. but in my heart.. i juz prayed to God la..

aft passing the hill, i did parking and 3 point turn..
it's great! wonderfully done XD

wow.. cool...
then it's time for on the road..
waited for another 45 minutes like that..
hmmm.. my on the road is nt really good..
but still okla.. the JPJ ppl sitting beside me was terrible!
he kept on asking me.. "MOI! u wanna FAIL keh?"

but thank God.. finally i hv passed my driving exam!!
Yeah~~~~~~~~~! ^^

today is really special huh...
nt juz only met a new fren- yew weng..

then when i was taking KTM..
i met Ming ken!
the guy who is very cute...
he is very small in size..

we chatted for a while too..

today i am very happy.. nt juz only bcz i've passed the exam..
but i've met a new fren and ming ken as well XD

Thank God :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

Driving exam

well.. can i say it as FINALLY?

hoho.. suddenly think of these words..
人生,难免面对生老病死,
雅恩,难免面对可怕考车,
考车?一点有不可怕!

哈哈。。因为,我驾车,不是车驾我哦~!

今天,我 Driving uncle 心情好,
买椰水给我喝耶~!
(打破纪录咧!!!)

今天希望是我最后一天学驾车。
well...
可能我人美吧?(哈哈,开玩笑的啦。。)
总是会有人在我自己驾车时教我怎样驾,他们都不是我的老师咧~

老实说,
我可没专心学车,
有啦。。只不过。。看到几个帅哥咧!

我还记得有一次我看到一位超像林宇中的!
是不是很炸到咧?

其实驾车并没有想象中的那么难,那么可怕。。
我很喜欢驾车。。
好好玩哦!! >.<''

哈哈。。愿上帝与我同在。。。

在此,也希望我双胞胎哥哥的篮球比赛成功!
加油哦!愿上帝赐你智慧和力量!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Overnight prayer..

well.. heard that my brother was goin to pess sch.. hmmm.. then i din go to that p.g...

lol.. kinda sad la at fisrt.. but i know God always has a better plan that is hard for us to und..
i told mun that i was so sad coz i cant go to pess sch.. but i think God knows why i am not goin better than i do.. bcoz he has smth better for me to do.. that's praying for our dear sch...

We stayed overnight at sch for what?

Pray + praise and worship + bible studying..
We were praying abt forgiveness..
Last time i dun really struggle with forgiveness..

but bcoz of a few person which hurt me so deeply makes me hard to forgive them..

i think that's the main thing that led me into depression..
I really wanna thank God for telling me that i must forgive them since God can forgive we all sinners, why cant we(sinners) forgive other sinners?

no one is perfect.. we want others to forgive we all too..
forgiveness is the biggest relief..

Dear Lord, i wanna forgive them juz like how u hv forgiven me XD

We cant forgive ppl by our own strength, but we can forgive ppl through the strength that God has given to us..

I am a sinner.. i think sometimes i am also very lazy to read bible or pray..
I admit that i am very sinful..

But why am i still doing what i am doing?
bcoz i know these are the best things in my life..

thank U Lord for giving me support at all times..
I think one of the reasons that makes me feel lazy to study God's word is that i hv wrong perspective towards studying God's word.. sometimes i think that study God's word is kinda hard and boring.. but these are lies..

And sometimes i am juz too busy..
but i think all these things are juz excuses..
and devils like to use all kind of excuses to make us walk away from the Lord..

When we dun pray, dun praise the Lord, dun like God's word..
Devils are very happy..
bcoz he has done his work successfully..

well... i really enjoy the time when i was praying.... I can really know that Jesus is the lover of my soul.. Jesus is so close to me.. i was in His embrace and i can feel His love is so true to me..

He is the one i am searching and i am longing..
And He is the one you are searching all these while..

I think it's true that what we do on earth is like kinda meaningless compare to God..
We can hv excellent results, we can be successful in our careers.. but we might not have God in our hearts.. Havin God in our heart is the greatest gift in our lives..

I ady know that God loves us so much, so ofcoz i hope that u know that too..

Trust and obey*
today morning we spent some time doin our devotion..
we talked abt Abraham..
He trusted God with all his heart..
i think that's smth very hard for us human to do..
But this is what we are supposed to do..
we must hv the strong faith in God..
knowing that God knows what is the best for us XD

we read this passage:
Genesis 22
1Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, “Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.
2Then God said, “Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about.”
3Early the next morning Abraham got up and saddled his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about.
4On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance.
5He said to his servants, “Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.”
6Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together,
7Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?”
“Yes, my son?” Abraham replied.
“The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”
8Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” And the two of them went on together.
9When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.
10Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.
11But the angel of the LORD called out to him from heaven, “Abraham! Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.
12“Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”
13Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son.
14So Abraham called that place The LORD Will Provide. And to this day it is said, “On the mountain of the LORD it will be provided.”

Yea.. Amen!! The Lord will provide ^^
well.. God will use many incidents in our lives to test our faith..
i think i am being tested.. and i failed so miserably..
bcoz i was complaining that why so many of my frens are not Christians?

It's hard to trust God with all our hearts..
but i believe that God will have His time and ways to let them know that He is the Lord..
it's not under my control whether ppl wanna accept the Lord or not..

So i hv decided to follow what Abraham did..
Trust the Lord with all our hearts..
Knowing that God knows what is best for us..
Non-stop praying..
God will answer our prayers in a miraculous way..

God will give us the best bcoz He loves us too much!!

May God bless u and hv a nice day ya :)

Friday, April 16, 2010

Dun be sad..

well.. today many ppl keep telling me dun be sad..

Hmmm.. to be quite candid with u guys, I am not sad lo..

zzz.. so i keep on thinking why is it so many ppl who ask me whether i am sad or not..

Aft some time, i realize that.. today's his last day in our sch..

haha.. ok ok.. no seafood anymore.. ^^

I am not sad actually.. juz like what i hv told them..
He will always on my mind..

It's ok for him to leave we all physically..
coz he will be with us mentally for the days that are waiting for us..

So.. u guys dun be sad ya..

Thank u so much for brighten up my life..
will rmbr u mr summer XD

all the best and May God bless u :)

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Nobody ask u to think so much

I love this ayat.. Nobody ask u to think so much..

Well.. maybe girls are more sensitive...
then, they tend to think so many problems that nvr really exist..

Man.. I dun wanna be jealous juz bcoz of this little thing..
Why am i jealous at the first place?
I also dunno..

I always think that someone is gonna hurt me..
maybe i was being hurt too much..

This must be changed..
otherwise, life will be tough..

I am too sensitive sometimes,
only towards certain ppl..
why?
not bcoz i dislike them..
but i am too concerned abt what they say..

Mind ur words!
Dun talk without thinking it twice..

I am sorry if i hv ever hurt u..

btw, there's ppl telling me that i scolded ppl until she cried.. (rumors)
If i really did this before..
Plz forgive me..
I am so so so sorry..

I dun like to scold ppl..
I dun like ppl scolding me as well..
I und ur feeling..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Love in heart is sufficient

I agree that love in heart is sufficient..
I love u or i like u doesn't mean that i hv to let the whole world know..

girls shouldn't be so noisy and tell the whole world who they actually like right? WAHAHA..
so wun tell ppl his name la.. ^^

Green and pink,
that's very cool of u,
Yo! is the coolest way u greet ppl..
stay cool~

Monday, April 12, 2010

My brothers XD

Hoho.. i supposed i hv got many brothers though i am studying in an all girls sch.. XD

Well.. first all of I wanna talked abt my little brother.. XD
Chai XinTao a.k.a. Keith..
On last sat, i was hvin tuition in PTK..
then when i was hvin my physics class..
I turned my head around..
I realized that Peter was sitting on the opposite (left) of me..
I turned my head back to my original position...
Then I realized that i saw someone looks very familiar sitting beside Peter..
I thought i thought too much..
But my curiosity killed me!!
coz that guy really made me Fen Xin (cannot concentrate on tcher's teaching..)

Out of my curiosity, I turned my head towards my left again...
Oh No!!!!!! I think i know who is this guy dy..!!!!
He is my "brother".. Keith..

Aiya.. my brother ma.. no wonder so handsome la.. coz got a beautiful sis like me ma.. wahaha..
I wasn't sure whether that was he or nt.. so i double confirmed with him via phone..
and.. it's true.. my eyes din lie to me.. XD

Then.. On sunday..
LOL.. aft "chattin" in MIF.. went to my mum's working place..
and guess what??
I saw another brother of mine - Taw Wei..
Lol.. i was totally stunned when i saw him..
but he seemed very normal je.. =.=''
haha... that scene was funny XD

today.. I received my chemistry 1 and 3,
BM 2,
English 2,
Maths 1...

my chemi.. haha.. extremely 'GOOD!!'
"so much better than i hv expected it to be!!"

so u know hw bad la.. guess my A- has gone!

Then BM.. lagi "BEST"..
I dunno what is judul..
my goodness... my whole novel ques 1 terpesong!
So.. i dun hv to tell u, u also knw how BEST is my BM 2 liao la.. zzz..
really sorry to my mummy.. i promised her i will do well in BM one.. T.T..

wah... then my maths ppr one only got 37/40!!
HOW CAN IT BE?
so poor.. my brother got 40 leh!!!!!!!!!!
I must win him.. I DUN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!
Next time i will make sure i get higher mark then my brother!

but thank God there is smth called ENGLISH..
I think my english mark is nt as bad as any of my other pprs that i've received today..
I felt better aft receiving my english ppr..
bcoz i'm sure my mark is quite HIGH.. wahaha.. perasan la me.. XD

anyway, hopefully i can get good result for my eng ppr 1 as well.. otherwise, i will be crying again de la.. LOL..

my aim for this exam is all A..
A+, A or A-..
I cant stand for gettin a B+ or B anymore!!!!
I cant afford to do so..
SPM is juz around the corner baby!!

Well.. perhaps I will get some B or C this time.. but i must make sure i dun repeat this painful history anymore.. I have lost my attention due to some reasons.. really silly reasons.. i must not cry for all these problems anymore..

I wanna get A for SPM,
no A+ tak apa.. at least i wanna get straight Assssssss... ^^

LOL.. see.. i am out of topic again..

The other brother that i would like to mention is Philip Tan..
Hey Hey!! We care for u very much, k?
I did realize that u're not in church..
I got miss you, k?
LOL..
dun think so lowly abt urself..
u're a great fren.. :)
God loves u...

hmm hmmm.. i forget to bring my house key.. so cnt enter rumah.. gonna go to my dad's working place and wait till 9.30pm.. God bless.. LOL..

I love Jesus!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Admirers

well.. today I think God has really given an answer which I am satisfied with.
thank God.
I told the ans to zk..

Dun ask what's the ques.. :)

lol.. does the post's title sounds interesting?

anyway.. i juz wanna say that i really dunno got ppl admire me in sch..
until today when somebody told me something..

hmmm.. i love to be in a girls sch..
coz no guys can disturb us.. ^^
(out of topic dy.. zzz..)

I realized that I actually have admirers..
that's very interesting..

but the thing is.. some of them also create stories?

I dunno this is true or not..

but nway..
this is interesting..

haha..
perasan me XD


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Smth

Today morning..
I heard somebody saying..
I love u...

then another girl reply "I love u too.."
but then suddenly the first girl said.. i hate u!
however.. the second girl replied in a way that i've nvr expected it to be..

she said..
It's ok... I still love u..

I like the way she answered!
I have got the ans if anyone rejects me next time XD

I will said.. it's ok.
I still love u.. haha..

Nice nice ^^

Monday, April 5, 2010

Singing competition VS SPM

hmmm.. i was thinking in my heart this ques when i added a fren named van khoo long time ago..
well.. he entered the top five for singing competition leh.. some more he is jz same age with me..
i was thinking.. if next time got this competition.. i wanna go also..

Dun simply ask ques.. God can hear!
lol.. i saw the singing competition for this year in FB..

well.. i am so tempted to give it a try..
but it stated there..
there'll be training classes if i am able top enter top 10..
(sry.. too confident.. LOL..)

but how if really i hv the chance enter top 10?
will i be free to do so?

Ok.. first tell why this comp is so tempting..
coz it's church who organized it de!!

then i can know more abt becoming a gospel singer as this is one of my dreams..

hmmm.. i really dunno how la..
coz due to my business..
i think i really cant make it.. T.T..

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Dun dare anymore..

"I am a shy girl"

I think if I tell my close frens i am a shy girl.. they will surely think i am juz kidding..
coz i think most of them think that i am a brave and loud girl..

haha..

but actually deep inside me..
I am a shy and timid girl..
the small Flora inside of me is very shy and small and needed to be protected..

I am a girl who lack of emo security.. that's y i tend to get angry easily..
and start scolding or asking silly ques when i'm insecure..
it's not bcoz i love to scold ppl or i like to be angry with ppl..
bcoz the way i protect myself is to attack ppl so that others cant attack me..

I think i had attacked many of my family members and even my best fren mentally..
I feel very bad inside me..
my conscience tells me that i am doing smth very wrong..
but i juz dun hv the strength to stop repeating the same mistakes..

Lord, i need you.. i really dun wanna be the emo girl that makes everyone unhappy..
i will cry everytime i scold ppl or say smth bad or ask very silly ques..

I hate ppl scolding me..
if someone elder scolds me.. i will 100% cry at once!
that's how vulnerable i am..

I hate crying in front of ppl..
I wanna let the whole world know i am a tough girl..
but in fact, i am not..

.....

Ok.. tell u why am i shy..
i also dunno actually.. haha..
mayb i mind too much what ppl think abt me?
I should not be doing this..
I should care abt how God thinks abt me insted of how others think abt me..

I dun dare to order food in a restaurant..
can u beat that?
especially when the person selling food is a handsome young guy.. zzz..
Sorry.. i study in girls sch.. dunno how to communicate with stranger who is a guy..
LOL..

Why am i still holding post since i am a shy girl?
haha.. coz it's my dream to get some posts in sch..
not to show off..
but to serve and get the chance to learn more..

I love to help ppl who is in need..
haha.. but i seldom help my sis.. LOL.. the bad side of me.. XD

I dun dare to talk to stranger or new fren actually..
or mayb i will feel very uncomfortable when i talk to new frens..

I still rmbr that time i went to my brother's sch and my "mum" talked to me..
oh man!! I was actually very shy.. that time she is still new to me XD
and i dunno how to speak in BM..
but thank God..
hu~
She is very frenly.. haha.. ^^

Saw my mum's blog juz now..
she is so lovely..
she loves her student so much..
but yet the naughty student no heart one..
If i am there that time.. i will kick him also..
haha..
Mummy.. i love u ya..
give the boy some time..
guys are usually not that mature.. haha...

Understand

LUKE 11
9“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
11“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?
12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?
13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Experiment - Good Friday

Ques:
Good Friday, the Friday before Easter Sunday, is a day when Christians remember Jesus' death on the cross. Write an experiment that examine the meaning and purpose of Good Friday and explore why Good Friday is essential to the Christian faith.

Answer:
Problem statement: 1.What is the meaning and purpose of Good Friday?
2. Why Good Friday is essential to the Christian faith?

Hypothesis: Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.

*Apparatus and materials are negligible.

Variables:
Manipulated variable: Type of way (By believing in Jesus/By good deeds)
Responding variable: Presence of salvation (Whether u will be saved or not)
Constant variable: Type of living organism (Only human, not including plants and animals)

Procedure:
1. A group of humans accepted Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and savior as the way to get salvation. They also repent from their sins.
2. Another group of humans only do good deeds and do not accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and savior. They want to get salvation only by doing good deeds. This group of people try their best not to sin.
3. Refer to God's word -The Holy Bible, to obtain the result.
4. The result cannot be observed(unless u have died and has risen again) but can be clearly predicted by faith.
5. The result is recorded in a table.

Results:
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Type of way | Salvation
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Believe in Jesus Christ | Presence
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Do not believe in Jesus Christ , | Absent
do good deeds only
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The Holy Bible:
1. [For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith– and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God– not by works, so that no one can boast.] - Ephesians 2:8-9

2. [(not by works that `are' in righteousness that we did but according to His kindness,) He did save us, through a bathing of regeneration, and a renewing of the Holy Spirit,which He poured upon us richly, through Jesus Christ our Saviour.] - Titus 3:5-6

3. [
But as many as received Him (Jesus), to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name.] - John 1:12

4. [
'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. ] - Revelation 3:20

5. [
These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life.] - 1 John 5:13

6. [''Truly, truly, I say to you, he who hears My word, and believes Him who sent Me (Jesus), has eternal life, and does not come into judgment, but has passed out of death into life.] - John 5:24

Discussion:

Good Friday is the day that Christians focus especially on the cross and Jesus' sacrifice for the sins of the world. The cross is a central symbol of the Christian faith. Christians believe that Jesus, son of God, died to save all believers from sin, all that separates human beings from God. The cross reminds Christians of Jesus' death and their salvation, how Jesus saved them from death by dying in their place.

Jesus' crucifixion, death on the cross, is the source of eternal life for all who believe according to Christian teaching. Jesus put himself in the place of every believer's sins as he suffered for the whole world by sacrificing his own life.

Atonement, Jesus giving himself for the sins of Christians, saves all Christians from hell and suffering. Good Friday is a time for Christians to remember Jesus' sacrifice and reflect on how the cross has saved them from their sins.

Conclusion: All humans can only be saved by believing Jesus Christ. There's no other way to get eternal life. Jesus is the only way. The hypothesis is accepted.

Extra!!
Step Three - A B C To Salvation
Admit, Believe, Choose

"Because of what Jesus did for you, you can have your sins forgiven."

Admit that you are a sinner and cannot save yourself.

Believe that Jesus died on the cross and was buried and rose again to take your punishment for sin.

Choose to receive the Lord Jesus as your Savior, knowing He will forgive your sins and make you His child.

*Why and who are u waiting for? Accept Jesus and u will have HOPE in the Lord XD

Is this a test?

It is hard for me to accept facts that i dun wish to accept..
well.. i think i am not alone...
i think many people do struggle with it..
sometimes i really wanna give up..
but i choose not to!
Bcoz God will make a way where there seems to be no way,
He works in way we cannot see,
He will make a way for me..

I think i always think i am very clever and i do not ask God before i do smth..
that's the reason why i always suffer..
I do not do God's will.. but my own will..

God i still dunno the answer..
can u please reply me?
mayb u did reply me..
but i miss it or i can't hear it?
sorry..
can u please repeat?

Or u want me to wait for the answer instead of telling me NOW??

U wanna let me grow in my patience, is it?

I really dun und..

what shall i do?

i know i shall pray to You and wait for Ur answer..

please help me to identify Your voice..

Thanks ya ^^

Btw, i wanna thank YOU for listening to my prayer!

My kai mui's family has ran back into Your lovely embrace!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Enjoy listening ya ^^

Lol.. wanna listen to my lovely crying voice? LOL.. perasan me.. >.<











NG NG NG NG!!!!!!!!!!!

boyfriend XD

"I love u!"
he told me..
he was holding my hand tightly..
he said.. he doesn't want me to leave him...

I said.. I WUN TRUST U ANYMORE!
I dun love u anymore!
Dun be silly dear!

He insisted strongly.. saying that he wants to protect me..

I told him.. SUAN LE BA..
I started singing this song:
I so pretty, u so ugly..
I got money, u not funny,
I got hair, u got air,
I got table, u got vegetables,
I got house, u got mouse,
I am flower, and u're juz.. whatever...

I have enuf of all these..

YOU! YES YOU!! GET OUT!!

I banged the door hardly..
the door was shut with a loud sound~~~~!

>>>>>>>>>>>PANG<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

From that day onwards, I tell myself not to love u anymore..

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Time flies..
I can still rmbr the day u held her hand in front of me saying u're innocent.
I din believe u..

I dunno how long I take to cheat myself that I dun like u anymore..
I cheated myself again and again..
I really dun love u..
But i dunno why.. day by day, my love for u doesn't decrease,
instead... it has grown deeper and deeper..
until I think u are more important than everything including I, me and myself..

I dun believe that I love u,
coz i really think that I HATE u..
but I need to forgive u too..
bcoz bumi di mana tidak ditimpa hujan??

I tried so hard to convince myself that you don't love me..
and so do I..

but the feeling gets ::wronger:: and ::wronger::
(there's no such word WRONGER, k? haha..)

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And one day.. all of a sudden..

I saw your picture on a piece of stone..

I was STUNNED!!!!!!

for a long time.. I couldn't speak for even a word..

I thought i was juz dreaming..

I slapped myself using my left hand...

<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>

It's painful!!!!!!!

I shouted: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!
PLEASE DUN LEAVE ME ALONE..

T.T...

My tears couldn't stop running out of my eyes..

Yes! Both of my eyes..

I hit myself using a stone..
and the blood flowed profusely..
I dun feel anything..

Because losing you is the most painful thing in my life..
I dun feel anything more painful than that..

*********************************************************

That night.. I opened my diary..
and I wrote these words:

Dear diary, I rmbr those days I used to read my diary to him everyday without fail..
I believe that he is now in heaven, and he can read it from heaven..
I juz need ur help to pass the msg to him saying..

I WILL ONLY LOVE YOU ALONE FOREVER...

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That day onwards, she decided to be a single until her last day.

THE END

*PLAK*PLAK*PLAK*PLAK*

HAPPY APRIL FOOL XD

P/S: To all facebooks frens.. thanks for trusting I've a BF.. hehe.. let u wish u happy april fool!
YOU'RE FOOLED~~!!!!!
HA HA HA HA