LOL..

well.. seriously miss u very much.. T.T..
I went to read ur older posts actually..
I realized that we were really good frens huh..
Why bcoz of some stupid reasons we were being separated from each other for 16 years.. and now we need to be separated again by some stupid reasons? I wonder.. Y?

U dun hv to keep everything to urself one ok?
We are all here to support u :D
You're always the best ^^

Maybe I hurt u very much.. I dunno.. If I really did so.. I'm very sorry.. and sunset many times ady.. I hope u forgive me.. T.T..

well.. lol.. today aft prefect meeting.. it was really funny.. XD
first we talked abt MEI FEN!! and her..??
Dun wanna mention here la.. LOL..
Then kesian our Mei Yen la.. kept bullying her..
hmmm.. now only I know actually Mei Fang doesn't know who is Wu Gui..
then the mei fen & yen went and rapped something.. My Goodness..

LOL.. then the funniest part was.. SIL said that..
Supposed to be wu lao gui gui instead of wu gui..
hahahaha.. couldn't restrain my laughters anymore..
then another thing is.. MAN..
She is so cute la.. she said that.. 草莓 is super beautiful..
then i asked why?
she replied.. 草莓=超美！
I stunned XO
haha... so so so funny.. !!

hmmm.. cheer up la.. X)
dunno u will read this or nt..
but juz hope that u're fine ^^
GBU~ 加油！

Wonderful Life

Hallelujah~ haha.. happy XD
Well.. actually i am kinda sad today coz my dearest darling - Si Jia.. (my best fren) is going to Perak tmr to start her matriculation in Perak.. T.T..
She will go there for one yr.. I will surely miss her very much.. T.T..

Hmmm.. today during MIF p&w.. (praise and worship)..
I couldn't restrain my tears anymore..
I failed to control my tears from flowing out of my eyes..
I love u... Si Jia!! You're the best!
I miss all the time we spent together..
How wonderful and how nice they were..
You're my Best Fren Forever~

Ok.. now talk abt why am i happy..
I am happy bcoz i know that God loves me XD
I am so glad that He still loves me even when i fail Him for so many times..
Thank U Jesus for dying on the cross..

Today we sang this song during MIF p&w..
I found it very meaningful..

Here's the lyric ^^ - How could I live
How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You
******************************************

well.. what a meaningful song right?
Thank You Lord ^^
I cant measure Your Love..
bcoz it's too deep and too high..

talking abt last sat..
hmmm.. I was supposed to go for the Chinese Essay Writing Competition..
but due to some reasons.. I couldn't go..
But God is very Good ^^
He sent my twin brother to wakil me to go lo.. LOL..
I believe he has the great potential to write a fantastic essay since he has so many creative ideas X) well.. my brother is really geng.. haha.. he is the best brother in my heart XD
Hopefully he will take good care of himself.. sleep early lo.. dun busy till forget abt ur health..

hmmm.. God has a better plan for us that we will nvr know..
Please believe that God loves u and He will give u the best XD
well.. I needed to conduct during the anugerah cemerlang day ma...
So God let me stayed in sch to conduct instead of going the competition lo..
I enjoyed myself in choir.. even though the girls let me feel kinda sad at times due to their attitude... but i still love them and choir as well..
Girls, believe that u are the best X) i will always support u all.. love u all..
May the Good God bless our choir.. ^^

Life is very wonderful and beautiful..
Thank U Jesus!
My family and frens painted the picture of my beautiful life..
I love my God, family and frens!

I love u Mum!
My real mum and cikgu ainn ^^ my kai ma XD

God will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

well.. sometimes we juz hv too little faith towards God..
Lord, I am so sorry..
I dun put all my hopes on You at times..
I always think that nobody loves me..
nobody cares for me..

But You proved to me that i am wrong..
bcoz i heard u telling me these word..
"Dun u rmbr that I love you?"

Sorry God!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T..
I know You love me very much...

I am so sorry for forgetting it always..
I love You Lord..

Please give me the courage to share Your powerful words..
They need You!

I am sorry if I've said smth that hurt u..
"He who covers over an offense promotes love,
but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends. " -Proverbs 17:9

these words are true..

"A friend loves at all times,
and a brother is born for adversity. " -Proverbs 17:17

I love you, my fren.. I forgive u.. and i hope u forgive me too..

Do you truly love me?

One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise.
Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description.
As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work.
As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.

He asked me, "Do you love me?"

I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"

Then He asked, "If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"

I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the things that I took for granted.

And I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."

Then the Lord said, "If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"

How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation.

So I answered, "Its hard to think of it, but I would still love you."

The Lord then asked me, "If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?"

How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."

The Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"

How could I praise without a voice?

Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks.

So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name."

And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?"

With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"

I thought I had answered well, but... God asked, "THEN WHY DO YOU SIN?"

I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."

"THEN WHY IN TIMES OF PEACE DO YOU STRAY THE FURTHEST? WHY ONLY IN TIMES OF TROUBLE DO YOU PRAY THE EARNEST?"

No answers. Only tears.

The Lord continued: "Why only sing at fellowships and retreats? Why seek Me only in times of worship? Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?"

The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.

"Why are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading

the good news? Why in times of persecution, you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cry on? Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?"

I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.

"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."

"DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME ?"

I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When I my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord answered, "That is My Grace, My child."

I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"

The Lord answered, "Because you are My creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you forever."

Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?"

The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands. I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour. And for the first time, I truly prayed.

Immature

haha.. i feel myself bein very immature..
I get really bad results since i entered form 4..
due to my overloaded works..
it actually makes me feel very bad.. yet i do nth with it..

coz i guess i am too into smth i shouldn't be doing..
your choice is right.. :) thanks!

I know God knows what is best for us now..
Now.. i must work hard to share the gospel and draw close to God day by day..
another thing is.. STUDY SMART!!

I really wish i could get straight A+ in my SPM..
I know i can if i want..
but first i gonna kill my lazy cells first XD

I love studying..
I love knowledge!

But i hate my laziness..
due to inertia?
Wahaha..

There'll be a national chemistry quiz..
Pn Grace said if we are the top 4 in the whole m'sia..
we will wakil negara!!
Oh Dear!
My chemistry is currently in Grade B..
can I manage to kill my enemy?
I dunno..

I need more strength and time to work hard on my chemi...

Wish to do smth with my SEJ too..
and my maths.. last time i was wakil sek for pri sch..
now.. the result..?
Dog also can score a better result than me..
LOL..

the ujian diagnostik...
I only got 5A2B2C..
so so so POOR result..
gonna work extremely hard as the SPM is juz around the corner man!!

Lord.. plz help me...
Of coz i hv to work hard too..
Plz bless my frens and me with wisdom and good health..
Thanks..

I pray that ALL of my frens will come to know how great and awesome YOU are..
You are the BEST in my life XD

I love you Jesus!

May God bless u and hv a nice day :)

A song for u

Dear Honey (Cikgu Ainn)..
haha.. my kai ma..

This is for u :)


Oh~ Mummy2, I love you..
You're not just only pretty but you're cute..
You love everybody that surrounds you..
You're the light of my life..

Oh~ Honey2 I sayang you..
Thank you for everything you've done
I will surely remember you..

Oh~ Honey2 I sayang you..
Thank you for everything you've done..
I love you~

**sorry.. got a bit of sore throat today.. haha..
and the beginning is out of beat XD

hallelujah

wow.. God is so cool...
Thank God so much for all the blessing XD

Thank God.. i get an A for physics..
I never expect that to happen..
and it's like.. almost making me cry.. =')

it is like a dream today..
I saw ming ken coincidentally again XD
I juz saw him like last tues coincidentally..
Wow... I was juz thinking in my mind today "hmmm.. dunno today will meet him or nt.."

And.. dun simply say things in ur heart..
coz God can hear!!
God let me see him again!!
inside KTM!!

well.. i actually dreamed him.. wahaha..
coz kinda miss my camp frens..
and i think i can learn much from him..

He is really cool.. LOL..
He lifted his eyebrow as the way of replying my Hi..
almost killed me.. haha.. X)

Juz kidding la..
He din kill me..

but i guess somebody has killed me in FB.. XD

haha.. shh.. seafood is nice ^^
und und la.. i cant sleep for the whole night coz kept thinking abt smth la.. X)

well well..
hehe.. so happy la.. i get my P license liao..
can drive liao lu.. wahaha ^^

btw.. i really dun wanna go old town and makan bcoz of that guy la.. zzz..
Oh my goodness!!
He blinked his right eye..
like wanna eat me like that..
I was hoping someone sitting beside me that time..
I was very scared..
but i think.. he will nvr teman me again..

anyway.. juz feel rejected by some1 i love.

Good works? Grace?

ODB: false hope

April 21, 2010

We are not saved by good works, but by God’s work.

READ: Ephesians 2:1-10

By grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works. —Ephesians 2:8-9

The name of a pretty Bavarian town in Germany shares the name of a place of horror—Dachau. A museum on the grounds of this infamous Nazi concentration camp attracts many World War II history buffs.

As you look around, it would be hard to miss the misleading words welded to an iron gate: Arbeit Macht Frei. This phrase—Work Makes You Free—was just a cruel lie to give false hope to those who entered this place of death.

Many people today have false hope that they can earn a place in heaven by working at being good or by doing good things. God’s standard of perfection, however, requires a totally sinless life. There’s no way any of us can ever be “good enough.” It is only through the sacrifice of the sinless Savior that we are made righteous. God made Jesus “who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him” (2 Cor. 5:21). Eternal life is given because of God’s gift of grace—not because of our good works (Eph. 2:8-9).

Don’t let Satan trick you by giving you false hope that your good works will save you. It is only through Jesus’ work on the cross that you can have real freedom. — Cindy Hess Kasper

A new driver is borned!

Hallelujah~! Praise the Lord!
A new driver is born today! Her name is Flora Low Ngah Earn!
WOW.. cool man!!
lol.. finally i've passed my driving exam..
thank God so much...

btw, thanks for all the people that prayed hard for me..
appreciate it much XD

i reached the driving exam place arnd 1.30pm..
but unfortunately.. i only started my exam at 4pm..
coz i'm the second last people who takes the exam ^^

And.. I met a cool guy there..
haha.. his name is yew weng..
He is no. 77 and i am no.78.
so basically i was chatting with him while i am waiting for my turn..

He is an ex-KB student..
and he knows my primary sch fren..
nt juz that.. he knows weijean, yinpink and chai yeen also..

we chatted a lot of stuff.. thank God i met him la..
if nt i sure bored till dunno like what.. hehe..

btw.. i also chatted with a leng lui named audrey XD
she is very frenly ^^

when it's my turn to go up the hill..
man.. i din know how to drive the car..
i'm nt used to the car they had prepared for us..
well.. but in my heart.. i juz prayed to God la..

aft passing the hill, i did parking and 3 point turn..
it's great! wonderfully done XD

wow.. cool...
then it's time for on the road..
waited for another 45 minutes like that..
hmmm.. my on the road is nt really good..
but still okla.. the JPJ ppl sitting beside me was terrible!
he kept on asking me.. "MOI! u wanna FAIL keh?"

but thank God.. finally i hv passed my driving exam!!
Yeah~~~~~~~~~! ^^

today is really special huh...
nt juz only met a new fren- yew weng..

then when i was taking KTM..
i met Ming ken!
the guy who is very cute...
he is very small in size..

we chatted for a while too..

today i am very happy.. nt juz only bcz i've passed the exam..
but i've met a new fren and ming ken as well XD

Thank God :)

Driving exam

well.. can i say it as FINALLY?

hoho.. suddenly think of these words..
人生，难免面对生老病死，
雅恩，难免面对可怕考车，
考车？一点有不可怕！

哈哈。。因为，我驾车，不是车驾我哦~！

今天，我 Driving uncle 心情好，
买椰水给我喝耶~！
（打破纪录咧！！！）

今天希望是我最后一天学驾车。
well...
可能我人美吧?（哈哈，开玩笑的啦。。）
总是会有人在我自己驾车时教我怎样驾，他们都不是我的老师咧~

老实说，
我可没专心学车，
有啦。。只不过。。看到几个帅哥咧！

我还记得有一次我看到一位超像林宇中的！
是不是很炸到咧？

其实驾车并没有想象中的那么难，那么可怕。。
我很喜欢驾车。。
好好玩哦！！ >.<''

哈哈。。愿上帝与我同在。。。

在此，也希望我双胞胎哥哥的篮球比赛成功！
加油哦！愿上帝赐你智慧和力量！

Overnight prayer..

well.. heard that my brother was goin to pess sch.. hmmm.. then i din go to that p.g...

lol.. kinda sad la at fisrt.. but i know God always has a better plan that is hard for us to und..
i told mun that i was so sad coz i cant go to pess sch.. but i think God knows why i am not goin better than i do.. bcoz he has smth better for me to do.. that's praying for our dear sch...

We stayed overnight at sch for what?

Pray + praise and worship + bible studying..
We were praying abt forgiveness..
Last time i dun really struggle with forgiveness..

but bcoz of a few person which hurt me so deeply makes me hard to forgive them..

i think that's the main thing that led me into depression..
I really wanna thank God for telling me that i must forgive them since God can forgive we all sinners, why cant we(sinners) forgive other sinners?

no one is perfect.. we want others to forgive we all too..
forgiveness is the biggest relief..

Dear Lord, i wanna forgive them juz like how u hv forgiven me XD

We cant forgive ppl by our own strength, but we can forgive ppl through the strength that God has given to us..

I am a sinner.. i think sometimes i am also very lazy to read bible or pray..
I admit that i am very sinful..

But why am i still doing what i am doing?
bcoz i know these are the best things in my life..

thank U Lord for giving me support at all times..
I think one of the reasons that makes me feel lazy to study God's word is that i hv wrong perspective towards studying God's word.. sometimes i think that study God's word is kinda hard and boring.. but these are lies..

And sometimes i am juz too busy..
but i think all these things are juz excuses..
and devils like to use all kind of excuses to make us walk away from the Lord..

When we dun pray, dun praise the Lord, dun like God's word..
Devils are very happy..
bcoz he has done his work successfully..

well... i really enjoy the time when i was praying.... I can really know that Jesus is the lover of my soul.. Jesus is so close to me.. i was in His embrace and i can feel His love is so true to me..

He is the one i am searching and i am longing..
And He is the one you are searching all these while..

I think it's true that what we do on earth is like kinda meaningless compare to God..
We can hv excellent results, we can be successful in our careers.. but we might not have God in our hearts.. Havin God in our heart is the greatest gift in our lives..

I ady know that God loves us so much, so ofcoz i hope that u know that too..

Trust and obey*
today morning we spent some time doin our devotion..
we talked abt Abraham..
He trusted God with all his heart..
i think that's smth very hard for us human to do..
But this is what we are supposed to do..
we must hv the strong faith in God..
knowing that God knows what is the best for us XD

we read this passage:
Genesis 22
1Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, “Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.

2Then God said, “Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about.”

3Early the next morning Abraham got up and saddled his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about.

4On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance.

5He said to his servants, “Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.”

6Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together,

7Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?”
“Yes, my son?” Abraham replied.
“The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”

8Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” And the two of them went on together.

9When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood.

10Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son.

11But the angel of the LORD called out to him from heaven, “Abraham! Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.

12“Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.”

13Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram† caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son.

14So Abraham called that place The LORD Will Provide. And to this day it is said, “On the mountain of the LORD it will be provided.”

Yea.. Amen!! The Lord will provide ^^
well.. God will use many incidents in our lives to test our faith..
i think i am being tested.. and i failed so miserably..
bcoz i was complaining that why so many of my frens are not Christians?

It's hard to trust God with all our hearts..
but i believe that God will have His time and ways to let them know that He is the Lord..
it's not under my control whether ppl wanna accept the Lord or not..

So i hv decided to follow what Abraham did..
Trust the Lord with all our hearts..
Knowing that God knows what is best for us..
Non-stop praying..
God will answer our prayers in a miraculous way..

God will give us the best bcoz He loves us too much!!

♥ May God bless u and hv a nice day ya :)

Dun be sad..

well.. today many ppl keep telling me dun be sad..

Hmmm.. to be quite candid with u guys, I am not sad lo..

zzz.. so i keep on thinking why is it so many ppl who ask me whether i am sad or not..

Aft some time, i realize that.. today's his last day in our sch..

haha.. ok ok.. no seafood anymore.. ^^

I am not sad actually.. juz like what i hv told them..
He will always on my mind..

It's ok for him to leave we all physically..
coz he will be with us mentally for the days that are waiting for us..

So.. u guys dun be sad ya..

Thank u so much for brighten up my life..
will rmbr u mr summer XD

all the best and May God bless u :)