Nobody ask u to think so much

I love this ayat.. Nobody ask u to think so much..

Well.. maybe girls are more sensitive...
then, they tend to think so many problems that nvr really exist..

Man.. I dun wanna be jealous juz bcoz of this little thing..
Why am i jealous at the first place?
I also dunno..

I always think that someone is gonna hurt me..
maybe i was being hurt too much..

This must be changed..
otherwise, life will be tough..

I am too sensitive sometimes,
only towards certain ppl..
why?
not bcoz i dislike them..
but i am too concerned abt what they say..

Mind ur words!
Dun talk without thinking it twice..

I am sorry if i hv ever hurt u..

btw, there's ppl telling me that i scolded ppl until she cried.. (rumors)
If i really did this before..
Plz forgive me..
I am so so so sorry..

I dun like to scold ppl..
I dun like ppl scolding me as well..
I und ur feeling..

Love in heart is sufficient

I agree that love in heart is sufficient..
I love u or i like u doesn't mean that i hv to let the whole world know..

girls shouldn't be so noisy and tell the whole world who they actually like right? WAHAHA..
so wun tell ppl his name la.. ^^

Green and pink,
that's very cool of u,
Yo! is the coolest way u greet ppl..
stay cool~

My brothers XD

Hoho.. i supposed i hv got many brothers though i am studying in an all girls sch.. XD

Well.. first all of I wanna talked abt my little brother.. XD
Chai XinTao a.k.a. Keith..
On last sat, i was hvin tuition in PTK..
then when i was hvin my physics class..
I turned my head around..
I realized that Peter was sitting on the opposite (left) of me..
I turned my head back to my original position...
Then I realized that i saw someone looks very familiar sitting beside Peter..
I thought i thought too much..
But my curiosity killed me!!
coz that guy really made me Fen Xin (cannot concentrate on tcher's teaching..)

Out of my curiosity, I turned my head towards my left again...
Oh No!!!!!! I think i know who is this guy dy..!!!!
He is my "brother".. Keith..

Aiya.. my brother ma.. no wonder so handsome la.. coz got a beautiful sis like me ma.. wahaha..
I wasn't sure whether that was he or nt.. so i double confirmed with him via phone..
and.. it's true.. my eyes din lie to me.. XD

Then.. On sunday..
LOL.. aft "chattin" in MIF.. went to my mum's working place..
and guess what??
I saw another brother of mine - Taw Wei..
Lol.. i was totally stunned when i saw him..
but he seemed very normal je.. =.=''
haha... that scene was funny XD

today.. I received my chemistry 1 and 3,
BM 2,
English 2,
Maths 1...

my chemi.. haha.. extremely 'GOOD!!'
"so much better than i hv expected it to be!!"

so u know hw bad la.. guess my A- has gone!

Then BM.. lagi "BEST"..
I dunno what is judul..
my goodness... my whole novel ques 1 terpesong!
So.. i dun hv to tell u, u also knw how BEST is my BM 2 liao la.. zzz..
really sorry to my mummy.. i promised her i will do well in BM one.. T.T..

wah... then my maths ppr one only got 37/40!!
HOW CAN IT BE?
so poor.. my brother got 40 leh!!!!!!!!!!
I must win him.. I DUN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!
Next time i will make sure i get higher mark then my brother!

but thank God there is smth called ENGLISH..
I think my english mark is nt as bad as any of my other pprs that i've received today..
I felt better aft receiving my english ppr..
bcoz i'm sure my mark is quite HIGH.. wahaha.. perasan la me.. XD

anyway, hopefully i can get good result for my eng ppr 1 as well.. otherwise, i will be crying again de la.. LOL..

my aim for this exam is all A..
A+, A or A-..
I cant stand for gettin a B+ or B anymore!!!!
I cant afford to do so..
SPM is juz around the corner baby!!

Well.. perhaps I will get some B or C this time.. but i must make sure i dun repeat this painful history anymore.. I have lost my attention due to some reasons.. really silly reasons.. i must not cry for all these problems anymore..

I wanna get A for SPM,
no A+ tak apa.. at least i wanna get straight Assssssss... ^^

LOL.. see.. i am out of topic again..

The other brother that i would like to mention is Philip Tan..
Hey Hey!! We care for u very much, k?
I did realize that u're not in church..
I got miss you, k?
LOL..
dun think so lowly abt urself..
u're a great fren.. :)
God loves u...

hmm hmmm.. i forget to bring my house key.. so cnt enter rumah.. gonna go to my dad's working place and wait till 9.30pm.. God bless.. LOL..

I love Jesus!

Admirers

well.. today I think God has really given an answer which I am satisfied with.
thank God.
I told the ans to zk..

Dun ask what's the ques.. :)

lol.. does the post's title sounds interesting?

anyway.. i juz wanna say that i really dunno got ppl admire me in sch..
until today when somebody told me something..

hmmm.. i love to be in a girls sch..
coz no guys can disturb us.. ^^
(out of topic dy.. zzz..)

I realized that I actually have admirers..
that's very interesting..

but the thing is.. some of them also create stories?

I dunno this is true or not..

but nway..
this is interesting..

haha..
perasan me XD

Smth

Today morning..
I heard somebody saying..
I love u...

then another girl reply "I love u too.."
but then suddenly the first girl said.. i hate u!
however.. the second girl replied in a way that i've nvr expected it to be..

she said..
It's ok... I still love u..

I like the way she answered!
I have got the ans if anyone rejects me next time XD

I will said.. it's ok.
I still love u.. haha..

Nice nice ^^

Singing competition VS SPM

hmmm.. i was thinking in my heart this ques when i added a fren named van khoo long time ago..
well.. he entered the top five for singing competition leh.. some more he is jz same age with me..
i was thinking.. if next time got this competition.. i wanna go also..

Dun simply ask ques.. God can hear!
lol.. i saw the singing competition for this year in FB..

well.. i am so tempted to give it a try..
but it stated there..
there'll be training classes if i am able top enter top 10..
(sry.. too confident.. LOL..)

but how if really i hv the chance enter top 10?
will i be free to do so?

Ok.. first tell why this comp is so tempting..
coz it's church who organized it de!!

then i can know more abt becoming a gospel singer as this is one of my dreams..

hmmm.. i really dunno how la..
coz due to my business..
i think i really cant make it.. T.T..

Dun dare anymore..

"I am a shy girl"

I think if I tell my close frens i am a shy girl.. they will surely think i am juz kidding..
coz i think most of them think that i am a brave and loud girl..

haha..

but actually deep inside me..
I am a shy and timid girl..
the small Flora inside of me is very shy and small and needed to be protected..

I am a girl who lack of emo security.. that's y i tend to get angry easily..
and start scolding or asking silly ques when i'm insecure..
it's not bcoz i love to scold ppl or i like to be angry with ppl..
bcoz the way i protect myself is to attack ppl so that others cant attack me..

I think i had attacked many of my family members and even my best fren mentally..
I feel very bad inside me..
my conscience tells me that i am doing smth very wrong..
but i juz dun hv the strength to stop repeating the same mistakes..

Lord, i need you.. i really dun wanna be the emo girl that makes everyone unhappy..
i will cry everytime i scold ppl or say smth bad or ask very silly ques..

I hate ppl scolding me..
if someone elder scolds me.. i will 100% cry at once!
that's how vulnerable i am..

I hate crying in front of ppl..
I wanna let the whole world know i am a tough girl..
but in fact, i am not..

.....

Ok.. tell u why am i shy..
i also dunno actually.. haha..
mayb i mind too much what ppl think abt me?
I should not be doing this..
I should care abt how God thinks abt me insted of how others think abt me..

I dun dare to order food in a restaurant..
can u beat that?
especially when the person selling food is a handsome young guy.. zzz..
Sorry.. i study in girls sch.. dunno how to communicate with stranger who is a guy..
LOL..

Why am i still holding post since i am a shy girl?
haha.. coz it's my dream to get some posts in sch..
not to show off..
but to serve and get the chance to learn more..

I love to help ppl who is in need..
haha.. but i seldom help my sis.. LOL.. the bad side of me.. XD

I dun dare to talk to stranger or new fren actually..
or mayb i will feel very uncomfortable when i talk to new frens..

I still rmbr that time i went to my brother's sch and my "mum" talked to me..
oh man!! I was actually very shy.. that time she is still new to me XD
and i dunno how to speak in BM..
but thank God..
hu~
She is very frenly.. haha.. ^^

Saw my mum's blog juz now..
she is so lovely..
she loves her student so much..
but yet the naughty student no heart one..
If i am there that time.. i will kick him also..
haha..
Mummy.. i love u ya..
give the boy some time..
guys are usually not that mature.. haha...

Understand

LUKE 11
9“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

11“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?

12Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?

13If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”

Experiment - Good Friday

Ques:
Good Friday, the Friday before Easter Sunday, is a day when Christians remember Jesus' death on the cross. Write an experiment that examine the meaning and purpose of Good Friday and explore why Good Friday is essential to the Christian faith.

Answer:
Problem statement: 1.What is the meaning and purpose of Good Friday?
2. Why Good Friday is essential to the Christian faith?

Hypothesis: Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.

*Apparatus and materials are negligible.

Variables:
Manipulated variable: Type of way (By believing in Jesus/By good deeds)
Responding variable: Presence of salvation (Whether u will be saved or not)
Constant variable: Type of living organism (Only human, not including plants and animals)

Procedure:
1. A group of humans accepted Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and savior as the way to get salvation. They also repent from their sins.
2. Another group of humans only do good deeds and do not accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and savior. They want to get salvation only by doing good deeds. This group of people try their best not to sin.
3. Refer to God's word -The Holy Bible, to obtain the result.
4. The result cannot be observed(unless u have died and has risen again) but can be clearly predicted by faith.
5. The result is recorded in a table.

Results:
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Type of way | Salvation
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Believe in Jesus Christ | Presence
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Do not believe in Jesus Christ , | Absent
do good deeds only
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The Holy Bible:
1. [For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith– and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God– not by works, so that no one can boast.] - Ephesians 2:8-9

2. [(not by works that `are' in righteousness that we did but according to His kindness,) He did save us, through a bathing of regeneration, and a renewing of the Holy Spirit,which He poured upon us richly, through Jesus Christ our Saviour.] - Titus 3:5-6

3. [But as many as received Him (Jesus), to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name.] - John 1:12

4. [ 'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. ] - Revelation 3:20

5. [These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life.] - 1 John 5:13

6. [''Truly, truly, I say to you, he who hears My word, and believes Him who sent Me (Jesus), has eternal life, and does not come into judgment, but has passed out of death into life.] - John 5:24

Discussion:

Good Friday is the day that Christians focus especially on the cross and Jesus' sacrifice for the sins of the world. The cross is a central symbol of the Christian faith. Christians believe that Jesus, son of God, died to save all believers from sin, all that separates human beings from God. The cross reminds Christians of Jesus' death and their salvation, how Jesus saved them from death by dying in their place.

Jesus' crucifixion, death on the cross, is the source of eternal life for all who believe according to Christian teaching. Jesus put himself in the place of every believer's sins as he suffered for the whole world by sacrificing his own life.

Atonement, Jesus giving himself for the sins of Christians, saves all Christians from hell and suffering. Good Friday is a time for Christians to remember Jesus' sacrifice and reflect on how the cross has saved them from their sins.

Conclusion: All humans can only be saved by believing Jesus Christ. There's no other way to get eternal life. Jesus is the only way. The hypothesis is accepted.

Extra!!

Step Three - A B C To Salvation

Admit, Believe, Choose

"Because of what Jesus did for you, you can have your sins forgiven."

Admit that you are a sinner and cannot save yourself.

Believe that Jesus died on the cross and was buried and rose again to take your punishment for sin.

Choose to receive the Lord Jesus as your Savior, knowing He will forgive your sins and make you His child.

*Why and who are u waiting for? Accept Jesus and u will have HOPE in the Lord XD

Is this a test?

It is hard for me to accept facts that i dun wish to accept..
well.. i think i am not alone...
i think many people do struggle with it..
sometimes i really wanna give up..
but i choose not to!
Bcoz God will make a way where there seems to be no way,
He works in way we cannot see,
He will make a way for me..

I think i always think i am very clever and i do not ask God before i do smth..
that's the reason why i always suffer..
I do not do God's will.. but my own will..

God i still dunno the answer..
can u please reply me?
mayb u did reply me..
but i miss it or i can't hear it?
sorry..
can u please repeat?

Or u want me to wait for the answer instead of telling me NOW??

U wanna let me grow in my patience, is it?

I really dun und..

what shall i do?

i know i shall pray to You and wait for Ur answer..

please help me to identify Your voice..

Thanks ya ^^

Btw, i wanna thank YOU for listening to my prayer!

My kai mui's family has ran back into Your lovely embrace!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy listening ya ^^

Lol.. wanna listen to my lovely crying voice? LOL.. perasan me.. >.<











NG NG NG NG!!!!!!!!!!!

boyfriend XD

"I love u!"
he told me..
he was holding my hand tightly..
he said.. he doesn't want me to leave him...

I said.. I WUN TRUST U ANYMORE!
I dun love u anymore!
Dun be silly dear!

He insisted strongly.. saying that he wants to protect me..

I told him.. SUAN LE BA..
I started singing this song:
I so pretty, u so ugly..
I got money, u not funny,
I got hair, u got air,
I got table, u got vegetables,
I got house, u got mouse,
I am flower, and u're juz.. whatever...

I have enuf of all these..

YOU! YES YOU!! GET OUT!!

I banged the door hardly..
the door was shut with a loud sound~~~~!

>>>>>>>>>>>PANG<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

From that day onwards, I tell myself not to love u anymore..

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Time flies..
I can still rmbr the day u held her hand in front of me saying u're innocent.
I din believe u..

I dunno how long I take to cheat myself that I dun like u anymore..
I cheated myself again and again..
I really dun love u..
But i dunno why.. day by day, my love for u doesn't decrease,
instead... it has grown deeper and deeper..
until I think u are more important than everything including I, me and myself..

I dun believe that I love u,
coz i really think that I HATE u..
but I need to forgive u too..
bcoz bumi di mana tidak ditimpa hujan??

I tried so hard to convince myself that you don't love me..
and so do I..

but the feeling gets ::wronger:: and ::wronger::
(there's no such word WRONGER, k? haha..)

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And one day.. all of a sudden..

I saw your picture on a piece of stone..

I was STUNNED!!!!!!

for a long time.. I couldn't speak for even a word..

I thought i was juz dreaming..

I slapped myself using my left hand...

<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>

It's painful!!!!!!!

I shouted: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!
PLEASE DUN LEAVE ME ALONE..

T.T...

My tears couldn't stop running out of my eyes..

Yes! Both of my eyes..

I hit myself using a stone..
and the blood flowed profusely..
I dun feel anything..

Because losing you is the most painful thing in my life..
I dun feel anything more painful than that..

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That night.. I opened my diary..
and I wrote these words:

Dear diary, I rmbr those days I used to read my diary to him everyday without fail..
I believe that he is now in heaven, and he can read it from heaven..
I juz need ur help to pass the msg to him saying..

I WILL ONLY LOVE YOU ALONE FOREVER...

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That day onwards, she decided to be a single until her last day.

THE END

*PLAK*PLAK*PLAK*PLAK*

HAPPY APRIL FOOL XD

P/S: To all facebooks frens.. thanks for trusting I've a BF.. hehe.. let u wish u happy april fool!
YOU'RE FOOLED~~!!!!!
HA HA HA HA