SPM trial

Today I've finally received all my trial exam papers...
Well, my all A dream is destroyed by my boyfriend, specifically add maths la..
hehe.. now add maths is my bf, i will love him and do anything juz for him..

I get 1A+ (Maths la..)
7A and 1A- and add maths grade i wun tell u coz it's too horrible.. ha ha ha ha..
So I only manage to get 9As.. am I satisfied?
Not really.. but I must thank God for it coz my purata mark has increased by 12.9marks this time compare to my diagnostic exams.. isn't that COOL??

Today my fren said dun be too happy over it..
Well, it's true la.. coz I got lots of tips this time..
I dun think I can do that well if I've no tips at all..
And all my good frens did better than me..
I mean in other classes one..
So I must not be happy with it..
I wanna get 8A+ and 2A for my SPM..
this is my target.. I know it sounded almost impossible..
But I wanna aim high so that I will work towards it.. ^^

Maybe I really cant afford to get what I aim for.. but at least I know I will do my best..
I din know why I cried when u said that...
Why am I crying so easily recently?
Maybe bcoz of smth la..
But I juz wanna happy for a while..
Why can't I??

I will study very very hard.. I promised myself..
I dun wanna disappoint u.. Flora Low..