St Gabriel PG + band concert

Ok.. Aft reading Mei Fen's, Suet Yan's, Kwan Sing's and W2's blog.. i think it's my turn to write my reflection abt St Gabriel PG and of coz.. BAND CONCERT XD..

First of all.. haha..
I was waiting for 26th to come so eagerly.. WHY??
Coz i actually "joked" with my kai ma (Cikgu Ainn), W2 and Zui Kok that i wun come for this PG.. (and they really believed.. @.@ll)
Haha.. XD
But dun be so proud Flora,
Zui Kok is d best..
He came bck to KL for so many days
and yet nobody knew it..
Geng! I puifuk u!

Ok.. i am gonna talk abt an incident which happened the day b4 PG..
I was waiting for my FOOD in the sch..
I saw one guy sitting in his car and kept staring inside st mary..
I was not really afraid since I was standing with few choir girls there..
All of a sudden, he drove his car into d sch compound and stopped his car in front of me..
He took a plastic bag which was filled with a 100plus and some breads..
and he asked me.. "Do u knw who is wei qing?"
Well.. I thought he is her bro,
so i said. "Yes.."
after i received d filled plastic bag from him..
He asked me.. "Are u Flora Low?"
I was terribly troubled by his ques..
I was like... with a shivering voice answered him.. "Yes~~~"
I was very scared!! Coz i din knw him AT ALL..
let me repeat, AT ALL!!
Can u beat that!


When I passed d thing to wei qing,
I asked her, Do u knw who is this guy?
She said MAYBE is her fren..
WHAT? MAYBE!!
Anyway.. i went to ask my choir girls who saw him juz now who is he..
They said most probably he knows me through FB and he is wei qing's fren..


Aft this incident.. I learnt that.. NEVER simply add ppl who u dun knw in FB!
It is extremely dangerous..
Others might knw u..
But u dunno who they are!!
Scary kan??
Especially beautiful girl like me..
haha.. (perasan)
must be careful..


Ok.. lets go bck to 26th June 2010 morning..
I woke up at 4.30am..
coz had to do smth la..
well.. waited alone in KTM station..
But it was cool!!
Why? coz God sent a cute meow to me XD
Thank God :)
The meow talked to me..
using its language la..
But i simply answered it..
haha.. So cute la u.. I wanna hug u XD
It's a little kitten.. looked extremely innocent..
I realize that i fall easily for innocent creatures..
hehe.. like the baby i mentioned to MF XD


Entered d ladies coach,
then kena from some1 la.. haha..
Clip-on ur hair XD
Wow.. OK..
I was so excited to see them..
7 of them..
Cant stop talking to d b'day girl..
dunno why?
haha.. maybe is her b'day..
so many things to tell her gua..

I became d tour guide again since they dunno d way..
but OH NO.. led them to d wrong way tim..
Thank God.. nt the wrong station XD
Hehe..

Finally we reached d LRT,
Two st Gabrians were waiting there la..
But they were kinda shy..
Mayb bcoz we are too leng lui..
haha.. haha.. XD

reached st G.
The first person i saw was..
ZK!
I was very surprised by his presence..
nway, w2 goh2 led us tour around his sch..
I rmbr last yr, the one who led me kept staring at me..
But this yr, I dun see him anymore..

Time passes and prefect do change..
Everything in life is always changing besides God..
Well.. why type till so emo?
haha.. let me continue ya..
Then registered lo..
They gave us FLORA leh..
hehe..

Sry.. continue d other time la.. coz i was happily chatting with some1 now.. XD

I heard it..

Thank God :)

He actually answered my prayers at different times,

someone has a great interest in studyin d bible..

Thank You Jesus!

Today.. i heard His voice when i was talking to Him..

Very sweet voice..

Sayin.. Think less of urself and think more abt God..

A great peace calmed my heart..

Yea.. Indeed.. Problems solved when we think LESS of OURSLEVES..

Think abt others and God ^^

Shh..

Haha.. private blog fun?
I juz wanna write down somewhere what i am really thinking..
Not everybody understands me..

21.06.10

well.. I heard ppl saying that got ppl wanna come to d concert juz bcoz of me.. LOL..
I dunno who u are.. but I thank u from my heart :)

hmmm.. He has got GF dy..
I dunno I should be sad or happy?
I think I should be happy for him for he has found his GF successfully..
Am I jealous?
I dunno.. T.T..

I thought I hv no more feelings towards u?
I still got a bit miss u as my ex-best fren..

U told me u will wait me for 4 years..
well.. i juz believe little bit only..
coz i know u wun wait for me..
And the truth is always cruel, isn't it?
U forget already..

Anyway, I bless u two happy forever..
Congratz :)

Make sure you love her as much as u can.. :)
加油！！

Mr Howlette!

haha.. Mr howlette! Teng Wei Yip..
I like ur name so much XD

Miss the time we used to SMS when I was form 3 and u were form5..
haha..

Crazy la both of us..

We always hv got smth to talk abt..

let's go bck the time we used to SMS and talk abt anything, everything..

Frens forever.. ^^

tim tim

I passed by a shop, named "tim tim" in Kepong Jusco..
Tim tim in cantonese means sweeeeeeeet ~

Did our add maths project in Kepong Jusco..
the feeling was kinda cool..
coz like so "pro" ma.. LOL..

miss u leh..
cute cute,
when will i see u again?
LOL..

mayb nt so long, i guess..

interesting future ^^

可爱的你 ^^

你真的好可爱~
不好意思，又写爽的！ XD

我姐快顶不顺我了，
所以就在这里讲咯~

他为什么那么可爱呢？
好像婴孩那般的可爱 XD

你那天，
和我说话咧~
希望你再和我说久一点 X)

搭火车时，
多么想遇见你。。
就算只是说一声“嗨”..
我也心满意足了 XD

哈哈~
想到你就开心。。
因为你。。
太可爱了 XD

shh.. diam diam har..
hui ling, dun tell my ahem.. haha..
LOL..

失恋

够力！发现很多人失恋。。
我从来就不知道。。
原来我班酱~~~~~~多人有男朋友。
真够力！！ @.@

希望我不会在这几个月里暗恋人，
否则，后果自负。哈哈~

但是。。发现最近很多帅哥出现。。
哈哈。。我不是以貌取人。。
他们的条件也很好。。
欣赏他们就够了。。

他真的好帅~
但他那么出名，那么吃香。。
做他朋友都难 =（

没关系啦，
我知道我也很。。。哈哈~
自恋狂！！

写爽的，
记得忘记我刚才所写的哦 XD

Nice

Do not say, “Why were the old days better than these?”
For it is not wise to ask such questions.

할렐루야

하나님 감사합니다

Survivor camp

=) Thank God..
I went to this camp called SURVIVOR camp..
well.. though i returned with an aching body.. I enjoyed it very much XD

hmmm.. first of all..
this is my 2nd time joining this camp..

First day 09/06/10
We played rock climbing..
Nice ^^ I went up quite high o.. Geng o ^^ hehe.. [perasan o.. =p]
I wasn't afraid of rock climbing at all and i felt that it's jz so nice..
We built our tents..
Hui Phing is very good at it ^^
God gives different ppl different talents..
I cant build it well.. hehe.. =p

It rained during the afternoon...
No ideas.. we chatted in the hall and joked around.. haha..
I talked so much la dei.. zadao =.=lll
then the refrigerator's joke.. seriously.. haha.. funy la XD
Thx to hui ling :)
and the wonderful joke was nice too.. XP

At night,
the rains still didn't wanna stop singing..
so no idea lo..
we played some games in the hall..
the hall is in the middle of jungle u knw?
therefore, many ants and insects accompanied us the whole night wei ^^
time flies.. it's 11pm.. and we started our night watch..

each group had their turn to take care of the tents during midnight..
my group jaga from 1am to 3am..
oh man.. so tiring.. but indeed i gained smth during that 2 hours..
coz i was reading bible.. (love letter from God)
hahaha..

share with u what i had learnt later har..

Second day 10/06/10
We woke up at 7am..
went up the hill as our morning exercise..
Ate nasi lemak... haha.. Is that funny? er...
Ok.. then we proceeded with abseiling..
Oh No!! The stairs was terrible..
When i reached the top..
I started crying.. bcoz i was too scared..
then.. zadao.. jing yi sayang me and said..
"Mummy dun cry la.." hahaha..
I was too scared to give him any response..
Then when i was going down the wall...
it's truly awful.. I sambil crying and sambil goin down the wall..
But one thing i am really thankful abt..
I heard Pooi Ling asying..
"Flora, I love you, you can do it one.."
And i heard many ppl supported me..
I really felt very touched..
Thanks... love my frens :)
You all are the best =D

Next, we walked the hanging bridge..
My goodness! It looked very scary~~
But i managed to crossed over it in the end.. XD
thank God,
I dunno how many times i shouted..
HUI LING, I LOVE YOU! to jz reduce my fear.. haha..

then we played flying fox..
very fun la.. XD

in the afternoon..
We went to do d obstacle course..
wow.. it's juz so cool!! ^^
We flied over the wall.. then crawled under the net..
then we did many many interesting halangan..
haha.. all the girls helped each other..
what a wonderful pic i saw..

more interesting games were waiting behind..
aft doin d obstacle course,
we went to build raft..
we built our raft with our group members by using only 7 long bamboos, 2 short bamboos, 10 tong air and 30 tali..

for the very first time, our raft floated in the water successfully..
we were the first group XD
Thank God..
it's really unexpected..

We were all utterly exhausted at night..
we shared our feelings and thoughts in a circle..
We were really like a family.. warm and sweet :)

Haha.. then our group drew lot and gonna hv our night watch from 1-3am again..
but this time, aft reading bible..
I chatted and played cards with my frens..
for the first time i talked so much with han cheng,
he is indeed a nice guy..
haha.. can talk so much..
but very interesting la..

Third day 11/06/10
Ouch.. Ouch..
The sound of ouch-ing can be heard everywhere on the third day morning as everybody's body was aching seriously.. wahaha..

Aft hvin our breakfast..
we divided into groups and had our devotion..
we discussed abt (refer to the text below in purple colour)
We shared that it's difficult to forgive somebody and to be honest..
btw, we also shared that it's hard for us to praise somebody sincerely..
Jing yi said that he has many frens but all are juz only normal frens.. not best fren..
I had one before.. but i dun dare to talk to my best fren again..
so i juz keep everything in my heart and i think i'm really gonna burst very soon..
burst once in front of somebody b4.. and i guessed she was frighten..

Lord, what do You want me to learn from all these things that happen?
Love and be patient?

Ephesians 4
25 Since you put away lying, Speak the truth, each one to his neighbor, because we are members of one another.
26 Be angry and do not sin. Don't let the sun go down on your anger,
27 and don't give the Devil an opportunity.
28 The thief must no longer steal. Instead, he must do honest work with his own hands, so that he has something to share with anyone in need.
29 No rotten talk should come from your mouth, but only what is good for the building up of someone in need, in order to give grace to those who hear.
30 And don't grieve God's Holy Spirit, who sealed you for the day of redemption.
31 All bitterness, anger and wrath, insult and slander must be removed from you, along with all wickedness.
32 And be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving one another, just as God also forgave you in Christ.

Rejection

Emo post

I wanna cry..
I wanna scream so loudly until the earth shakes..
I ... I ...
I dunno what to say..

I sabar..
I very sabar..
I very very sabar..
But i am also human..
I will go crazy if i juz keep all my feelings and thoughts inside my heart..

Am i not good enuf?
Or am i juz dun deserve to be ur fren??

I treat u as my everything,
but maybe i am juz something u nt necessarily need..

I dreamed that I am juz something very very minor in ur life..
relationship works d best when it's balanced.. now i believe..

a few days ago.. I dreamed that u called me and I told u that the happiest thing in my life is knowing u.. do u believe it?

I hv many many frens..
but who is the real fren?

I feel rejected very badly..

Loneliness drives me crazy

Wow.. haha.. what a title huh?

well.. saw darren in kasturi today.. long time no see dy..
thought he forgets me jor.. nola.. he still said HI to me o.. hehe..
the tall guy.. LOL..

hmmm.. i hate goin tuition alone..
I hate that feeling..
well... not say that i dun hv frens there..
but all boys sch one..
all as shy as the mimosa pudica..
dunno what's that? go google search it!

haha..
Oh dear~ (melt liao melt liao..)
How on earth got such handsome guy...
Juz cant turn my eyes away from him la.. XD

hahaha.. u still dun und me..

Juz love the way u are

I watched this video.. and i found it quite meaningful..
Indeed, the one who loves us the most usually is not the one we love the most..
The one we love the most usually is not the one who loves us the most..

We shouldn't stop loving the person juz bcoz d person do smth out of ur expectations..
Bcoz if u really love somebody, u will love him/her no matter he/she is good or bad..
Love is unconditional..
wow.. true true.. haha..
so when u think that the person is not lovable anymore..
try to think, whether u really love the person?
or u juz like the person to be the person u expect him or her to be..

And if u really love the person,
u would want him/her to get the best right? aint u?
U dun hv to posses that person..
U can always pray and be nice to them..

Love is not self-seeking..

What a lesson..

today, haha.. funny la.. 3 girls came and told me that they love me.. LOL..
I love u all too.. ^^ WAHAHA..

hmmm.. God has a good purpose behind all things that happen, juz that we might not see the good of it now.. but we will knw what's d good of it.. sooner or later..

Gambateh..
Jesus is our best fren..

oh ya.. another thing..
felt that i looked like Peter..
I did smth like what Peter had done..

Somebody asked me, "You're talking abt Jesus again izit??"
Then i replied, "No la.. where got?"

well.. i wasn't talking abt Jesus that time..
but i felt so bad..
bcoz the way i answered her as if sharing gospel is smth shameful..
Sorry Lord.. sharing the gospel is nt smth shameful..
But is smth great and last forever..

Sorry ya..

坚强

雅恩，你一定要坚强。
不是说过不会哭了吗？
为什么你又哭了？
加油哦。。

Jesus

Well.. i was amazed by smth pn grace did in the class...

it's true.. when u can nvr love the person u dislike so much,
think of what Jesus had done for u..
and u will know how to love when u think of Jesus Christ..