Love

I am learning how to love others..
bcoz humans are juz so different from one another..
it's hard to love somebody who hurts u deeply..
sometimes, humans r juz weird..

How long can a person be ur fren?
How long can someone be the one who will always be there for u?

How much can u trust a person?
How long will it take for u to juz forgive a person?

It takes our life-time to learn how to love others juz like how we love ourselves..

I can't do it...
I can hardly love a person who hurt me..
I dun think they deserved my love..

but I am also a sinner..
so.. what's d difference?

When we think we're so great..
we bcum sombong..
at the end.. we will realize..
we are the worst sinner by saying we are nt sinners..

It's hard to love..
But God asks us to love others..
it's nt easy at all..
but i will learn.. with God's help..

what's love?
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude,
it is not self–seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

I will always love u no matter u love me or not.. Smile :)
Love is unconditional X)

Well, i still feeling kinda lonely nowadays, maybe i am too used to hv my frens around..
but now though i hv many frens.. i still feel i am alone.. bcoz i miss u so much.. even though u may not rmbr me..

Pictures say

Was inside mum's working place toilet.. haha.. ss-ing..

another ss pic XD

this is cool! The bean smiled to me when i was hvin my breakfast XD

Picture of the day : can u see that there's only Flora on the dustbin?
hehe.. this is found in front of Jun Yin's house..
see.. she loves me so much..
only put my name.. no Alam there.. hahahaha..

*Like*
This is given by Jun Yin...
Unexpected..
I was surprised and very happy of coz :D

Hv a nice day..
Love u~

You're SpeCi@L..

Hey hey!! Yo! hehe..
like chinese new year de feel~ OH MY goodness.. stop la-me-ing.. LOL..

well well.. today.. i wanna be a long-winded ppl aka "chang qi po"..
lol...
3.. 2.. 1..
Ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
not really long gas lieh.. haha..

nvm nvm.. stop ss-ing now..
I hv been thinking of this ques..
what makes u different from others?
I had been into "depression" 4 the past few months..
I guess it's time for me to get rid of it..

Time can heal?
God can heal..

I was sad abt the facts that i wouldn't be able to change..
I am juz a human.. baby baby.. u are not more than human.. miss Flora..

Pn Raja told us these during bio lesson ^^
She said.. we cant solve all problems..
we are not God..
dun think that we are God..
trying to solve the problem we can never solve..
and things happen for a reason..
we may not know it now..
but we will understand later..

I 100% agree with her saying..
hmmm.. I am trying my best to "solve" the problem by myself..
and to be honest.. i dun cast my anxiety unto the Lord..
and i thought i am so smart i can handle all things by MYSELF..

then think of the universe..
what are we humans?
juz dust?
why are u being so proud??

well.. everyone goes through problems..
but what makes a person different from others is the way they see the problems..
why are there some ppl who can still laugh and smile while problems are overwhelming them?
but why some of the ppl juz look so sad bcoz of a little matter??

hv u ever wondered abt that??
I thought deeply..
Yah har.. why am i so sad??
am i the only human who faces this prob?
No.. definitely not!
Why ppl who have no eyes yet they can sing songs and praise the Lord??

Why i hv so much yet i am complaining?
Really no good..

A christian should be able to see that God is all we need and telling others Jesus is all we need instead of complaining abt our lives..

Count our blessing!

Jesus loves u dear...
Faster believe in Jesus before it is too late..
Hurry up!!
Jesus is coming back soon..
and nobody knows when will Jesus come back again..
are u ready?
the world is changing..
FAST.. FASTER AND.. uncontrollable..
Jesus is the only way to get to heaven..

"So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him." Matthew 24:44

Jesus will come back at an hour when we do not expect Him..
are u ready?

Scary world (~.~)....

I dun really believe that disney is satanism at first.. but as i searched in youtube for other videos.. oh no.. it's so true.. so many videos proof it!

well.. but i beg u.. dun click on those video besides the video i post here..
coz i clicked one of the video..
it played the reverse of disney song.. and i cant breathe at all..
dun try to listen to it..
IT IS TOO DANGEROUS!!
Satanic music if u inverse it! OH NO.. T.T..
it sadden my heart..
what kind of world is this?
Polluted totally..

God speaks

ODB: I, me, mine

May 21, 2010

A heart that is focused on others will not be consumed with self.

READ: Philippians 2:1-11

Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit. —Philippians 2:3

In 1970, the Beatles began work on a documentary intended to show how their music was made. But instead of revealing the process of musical creativity, the film pulled the curtain back on a display of self-interest and bickering. The band members were more concerned about their own songs than the advancement of the group. Shortly after the project was completed, the group dissolved in disharmony and broken friendships.

It’s an age-old problem. In the first century ad, the apostle Paul feared that the believers in the church at Philippi would fall into the trap of selfishness. He knew that when the desire for personal advancement overrides concern for one another, attitudes quickly become disruptive and divisive.

To counteract this dangerous tendency, Paul wrote, “Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others” (Phil. 2:3-4).

What would a documentary of your life reveal? Selfishness or selflessness? We must look out for one another, for selfless concern will prevent division and build unity in our church families. —Bill Crowder

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WOW~ this big WOW is for my best fren- GOD..

well.. see how God speaks to me..

recently i juz concern abt i, me and myself..

and God asked me not to do so..

instead, i shall focus on God and love others..

Do things for GOD, not for MAN..

Man will disappoint u,

but God will never disappoint u..

COUNT UR BLESSING.. the voice keeps repeating..

thank God that I've found u.. love u forever..

Hallelujah

Hallelujah...
well.. yea.. indeed.. i dun hv to feel sad la..
coz though i lost everything..
I still hv hope.. I still hv GOD.. ^^
Thank You Jesus!!

Beautiful ~*

The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

He who has learned how to obey will know how to command.
Solon

A ruler should be slow to punish and swift to reward.
Ovid

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
Helen Keller

There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you.
David Burns, Intimate Connections

Happiness depends more on the inward disposition of mind than on outward circumstances.
Benjamin Franklin

here is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will.
Epictetus

It is not work that kills men, it is worry. Work is healthy; you can hardly put more on a man than he can bear. But worry is rust upon the blade. It is not movement that destroys the machinery, but friction.
Henry Ward Beecher

Never let life's hardships disturb you ... no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.
Nichiren Daishonen

The mind that is anxious about future events is miserable.
Seneca

Try not to become a man of success but a man of value.
Albert Einstein

They can because they think they can.
Virgil

If you wish success in life, make perseverance your bosom friend, experience your wise counselor, caution your elder brother, and hope your guardian genius.
Jospeph Addison

It was a high counsel that I once heard given to a young person, "Always do what you are afraid to do."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Be silent, or say something better than silence.
Pythagoras

It is as easy to draw back a stone, thrown with force from the hand, as to recall a word once spoken.
Menander

If the truth were self evident, eloquence would be unnecessary.
Cicero

We never listen when we are eager to speak.
François de La Rochefoucauld

Kind words are the music of the world.
F. W. Faber

The great thing is to know when to speak and when to keep quiet.
Seneca the Younger

Be content with what you have, for God has said, "Never
will I leave you; never will I forsake you." So say with
confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid."

- Hebrews 13:5,6

If you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will say to your
mountain, "MOVE!" and it WILL move... and NOTHING will be
impossible for YOU!
- Matthew 17:20

Cast your cares upon the Lord, for he cares about you.
- I Peter 5:7

Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
- Psalms 119:105

The fruit of the spirit is love, joy and peace.
- Galatians 5:22

Come unto me, ye who are weary and overburdened, and I
will give you rest.
- Matthew 11:28

There is no fear in love; for perfect love casteth out fear.
- I John 4:18

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord and has made
the Lord his hope and confidence.
- Jeremiah 17:7

I came that you may have and enjoy life and have it in abundance,
until it overflows.
- John 10:10

With men it is impossible; but to God all things are possible.
- Matthew 19:26

Let not the sun go down upon your wrath.
- Ephesians 4:26

And be kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another.
- Ephesians 4:32

Your Father knoweth what things you have need of before you
ask Him.
- Matthew 6:8

It is more blessed to give than to receive.
- Acts 20:35

Seek ye first his kingdom and righteousness and all these things
will be added unto you.
- Matthew 6:3

I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
- Philippians 4:13

The Lord is good. His love endures forever, his faithfulness
continues through all generations.
- Psalms 100:5

May God bless you ^^

BLOCKING ^^

what is blocking?
blocking means bloc is king..
so.. bloc-king.. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
ss-ing here.. XD

Wow.. i realized that haha.. many ppl did read my blog.. hehe.. ss again XD
hu hu.. well well.. yo yo!!
I am very high now..
coz gonna talk abt SCH LIFE XD
sch life is seriously fun wei!!
No boys!! Can juz be who u are XD
so.. in front of guys.. i will be fake a bit la.. haha..
actually i am very "chu lu" ONE.. wakaka!!

The moment i laugh..
HA HA HA HA HA!!
My image gone la.. hehe ^^

But i dun mind..
NO BOYS ALSO WHAT..
haha..

I used to be a good good girl in primary sch..
I am quiet and si wen..
wahahaha... XD
Then i WAS very small in size and always seemed to be the weak one..
So my ex-form tcher told me that next time when i grow up sure got many guys chasing aft me..
coz can protect me ma.. LOL.. kinda TRUE what.. wahaha.. XD
But no good also.. sometimes.. very fan one.. very ma fan also.. see!! SS again =.=ll
she said i am chu chu ke lian.. wahaha!! But now i think i am Nv Qiang Ren (strong woman! armstrong! wahaha!! why? coz carry tchers' bags every morning ^^)

hO hO..
come to our topic today..
BLOCKing?
whassup?

I love to play around and kacau kacau my frens juz 4 FUN ^^
I tried blocking ppl from walking up the stairs XD
I blocked many frens.. including - mei fen.. i dun really rmbr who la.. LOL..
how come i can rmbr mei fen one leh?
here is the answer that u're looking forward to ^^

Nah.. coz i think i blocked her for many times.. i think i blocked her way the most XD
and.. DENG DENG!! today.. she REVENGED! chiang chiang!! Opps..
she blocked me from going out of my class..
and i got shocked!! (^O^) <-- man, this looked like pig la.. haha..

well well.. hehe.. so funny la.. u know what?
I bet u dunno.. of coz la u dunno.. i also hvnt said yet.. ZZZ.. cold cold o ** wakaka..
zadao de!! Farah thought that we kissed each other.. MY GOODNESS!!
I will nvr do that! I am extremely NORMAL XD
haha.. mf too..

hehe... then hor.. today fun la.. XD
During physics period.. hoho.. the mr chew (mr "chill") kindly asked us to hand in the PEKA on today itself.. my goodness.. it's like an impossible task!!
ALMOST GIVING UP.. but in the ended all of us managed to hand in on time.. (for my grp la.. i am nt sure abt the rest).. coz he said if we dun hantar today.. he is gonna cut our physics exam marks...

WOW.. everyone was so tension at that very moment..
we juz started taking other ppl punya stuff without permission..
for eg, ruler la.. eraser la.. bla bla bla.. wahaha.. the situation can be described with one very simple word -FUNNY- @.@ll

hohohohoho.. so happy that we managed to finish it XD
then hor.. i think i really hate experiments..
juz like what JY said.. she also doesn't like it..
haha.. i wun become a scientist..
if i bcom.. i will go crazy or got heart attack easily..
so stressed!! LOL..

But seriously.. mr "chew" had created lots of memories for us 5Sc1.. the "best" class ever.. LOL..
I am sure i will rmbr today's event even when i am old..

wOO... Woo..
CUTE CUTE de me stayed back for warm warm de CF.. (Christian Fellowship)
well.. I repeat.. CF.. not CFC o.. ^^
hehe.. this is not zero error, it's C error.. wakaka.. NON SENSE!

Anyway.. today.. was kinda FUN in CF..
We practiced the presentation that we are going to perform for miss boey ^^
I love CF ^^
hmmm.. we sang and danced..
and also.. shh.. u will know what we will do later- on her farewell celebration XD

haha.. and another thing is XD
Mei Fen cat walked in CF!! haha.. 1st time saw her doin it.. very cool.. haha.. got the potential to bcum the next top model.. LOL.. and the music played was really.. FUN-NY.. wahaha..

besides, sob sob.. i couldn't stay till 4pm today.. so i missed what miss sim taught..
I wanna know what she has taught u pretty girls leh... ^^

wah.. today is juz so FUN ^^
guess who i met!
Not my white horse king paper^^
But is one of my fren's fren or my fren? i also dunno..
she is the head of pudu girls sch.. she seemed kinda cool..
or maybe i am over frenly? haha..

anyway... <3 mr freddy's teaching leh.. he is so yeng XD XD
If i am a guy, will i say that? Yes! i think i will..

haha... and one more thing..
CUTE la.. We saw the teddy bear hanging on Pn Raja's pencil case and we went crazy XD
I am waiting for my teddy bear from somebody.. but i guess he is juz lying to me.. nway.. i am still waiting for it.. wahaha.. dunno it will be as cute as the pn raja's one or nt..

what a day.. !
Thank God for giving me such a wonderful day XD

siao lang

haha.. thk u so much ZK.. ^^
I knw u wun read this..
But at least I feel much better now..

I know I am kinda Siao lang..
But now I juz dun wanna be siao lang..
Juz go on no matter what happens..
Juz take it easy when it's not..

Thanks :)

hmm..

hmmm.. Today only I realized that Mr Darren is actually in Li Qun's group..
kinda SOB.. nt bcoz i am nt in the same grp with him..
But nobody tells me that actually he is in their group...

well.. i looked like sa po went and asked him.. "u got go tour 2 ar?"
Very sa po..
zzz...

but it's ok..
at least now i know..

Long time din chat with him as well..
dunno for how long dy..
hehe.. he is my student.. LOL..
I also dunno why ady..

Nway.. he is my first fren in kasturi.. ^^
Hopefully he enjoys d tour 2.. ^^

lalalala~

well.. haha.. so fun sleeping for 4 hours..
i slept from 6 to almost 10pm.. the feeling is like WOW..
I love sleeping since I had not sleep well for the past few weeks..
Gained energy now...
But i am wasting it now..

Dun like whenever she doesn't come home..
Make me feel alone..
The feeling makes ppl emo..
especially when i miss u..

I really dislike the feeling of being rejected or left alone..
that's so not me..

Sometimes.. I wonder is it i spend too much time on some ppl till i forget the rest..
All my old frens nvr appear again.. sometimes i juz ignore them.. i admit!
That's what really makes me go nuts..

But nvm.. everything is for our own good..
must learn how to trust and fully rely on God..

Dun do things for human, but rmbr to do it for God..
bcoz God will not disappoint u..
But man will fail us very often..
I wonder when will u appear again..

anyway.. Great to know that Darren is going to TOUR 2 ^^
long time din c him liao..
I nvr expect that he will join..
haha.. looking forward to it.. ^^

Dunno who else going leh...

LOL..

well.. seriously miss u very much.. T.T..
I went to read ur older posts actually..
I realized that we were really good frens huh..
Why bcoz of some stupid reasons we were being separated from each other for 16 years.. and now we need to be separated again by some stupid reasons? I wonder.. Y?

U dun hv to keep everything to urself one ok?
We are all here to support u :D
You're always the best ^^

Maybe I hurt u very much.. I dunno.. If I really did so.. I'm very sorry.. and sunset many times ady.. I hope u forgive me.. T.T..

well.. lol.. today aft prefect meeting.. it was really funny.. XD
first we talked abt MEI FEN!! and her..??
Dun wanna mention here la.. LOL..
Then kesian our Mei Yen la.. kept bullying her..
hmmm.. now only I know actually Mei Fang doesn't know who is Wu Gui..
then the mei fen & yen went and rapped something.. My Goodness..

LOL.. then the funniest part was.. SIL said that..
Supposed to be wu lao gui gui instead of wu gui..
hahahaha.. couldn't restrain my laughters anymore..
then another thing is.. MAN..
She is so cute la.. she said that.. 草莓 is super beautiful..
then i asked why?
she replied.. 草莓=超美！
I stunned XO
haha... so so so funny.. !!

hmmm.. cheer up la.. X)
dunno u will read this or nt..
but juz hope that u're fine ^^
GBU~ 加油！

Wonderful Life

Hallelujah~ haha.. happy XD
Well.. actually i am kinda sad today coz my dearest darling - Si Jia.. (my best fren) is going to Perak tmr to start her matriculation in Perak.. T.T..
She will go there for one yr.. I will surely miss her very much.. T.T..

Hmmm.. today during MIF p&w.. (praise and worship)..
I couldn't restrain my tears anymore..
I failed to control my tears from flowing out of my eyes..
I love u... Si Jia!! You're the best!
I miss all the time we spent together..
How wonderful and how nice they were..
You're my Best Fren Forever~

Ok.. now talk abt why am i happy..
I am happy bcoz i know that God loves me XD
I am so glad that He still loves me even when i fail Him for so many times..
Thank U Jesus for dying on the cross..

Today we sang this song during MIF p&w..
I found it very meaningful..

Here's the lyric ^^ - How could I live
How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You
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well.. what a meaningful song right?
Thank You Lord ^^
I cant measure Your Love..
bcoz it's too deep and too high..

talking abt last sat..
hmmm.. I was supposed to go for the Chinese Essay Writing Competition..
but due to some reasons.. I couldn't go..
But God is very Good ^^
He sent my twin brother to wakil me to go lo.. LOL..
I believe he has the great potential to write a fantastic essay since he has so many creative ideas X) well.. my brother is really geng.. haha.. he is the best brother in my heart XD
Hopefully he will take good care of himself.. sleep early lo.. dun busy till forget abt ur health..

hmmm.. God has a better plan for us that we will nvr know..
Please believe that God loves u and He will give u the best XD
well.. I needed to conduct during the anugerah cemerlang day ma...
So God let me stayed in sch to conduct instead of going the competition lo..
I enjoyed myself in choir.. even though the girls let me feel kinda sad at times due to their attitude... but i still love them and choir as well..
Girls, believe that u are the best X) i will always support u all.. love u all..
May the Good God bless our choir.. ^^

Life is very wonderful and beautiful..
Thank U Jesus!
My family and frens painted the picture of my beautiful life..
I love my God, family and frens!

I love u Mum!
My real mum and cikgu ainn ^^ my kai ma XD

God will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

well.. sometimes we juz hv too little faith towards God..
Lord, I am so sorry..
I dun put all my hopes on You at times..
I always think that nobody loves me..
nobody cares for me..

But You proved to me that i am wrong..
bcoz i heard u telling me these word..
"Dun u rmbr that I love you?"

Sorry God!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T..
I know You love me very much...

I am so sorry for forgetting it always..
I love You Lord..

Please give me the courage to share Your powerful words..
They need You!

I am sorry if I've said smth that hurt u..
"He who covers over an offense promotes love,
but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends. " -Proverbs 17:9

these words are true..

"A friend loves at all times,
and a brother is born for adversity. " -Proverbs 17:17

I love you, my fren.. I forgive u.. and i hope u forgive me too..