Monday, February 22, 2010

Looking forward

haha.. gonna blog abt relating sc in our daily life for the next post.. look forward to my next post ya.. juz writing it down in case i forget.. haha..

Mr Prawn

Wind blew with a moderate speed. Teachers and students were walking around the school. It was like a dream, i didn't know what was happening. Today's weather seemed good as if something good is gonna happen very soon.

7:24am, the time i will rmbr for the rest of my life. Why? continue reading please.
Mun came beside me and told me that the new tcher looks so young. I thought she was telling me the new lady tcher who teaches bio. She showed me that the hair style of the tcher is like shape shape de?? More confusions were brought into my mind.. but i juz agreed with her.. sayin, yea yea.. i think she's young. Juz immediately aft i had finished my line, she replied, "No! It's a guy tcher!"

"OH MY GOODNESS!" I shouted silently.. coz i din dare to let others know i was gonna be crazy. haha.. i helped tcher to carry bag to the stuff room, and.. the guy tcher passed by me!! can u imagine that?? "OH MY DEAR! He is so HANDSOME!!!!!!!!!!" i shouted in my heart without producing a single noise..

when i was back to foyer.. i ran to Sophia and kept sayin,"Oh No~.. He is so HANDSOME!! Arh~ i am goin crazy!!!" She responded me as if she was my mirror.. she was also very excited.. haha..

I din rmbr when was the last time i am crazy over an unknown.. but i am sure.. i dun hv much experiences of meeting handsome guys since i'm studyin in girls sch..

wahaha.. during recess, mei fen was another girl who is crazy abt him.. haha..
both of us suddenly bcum very similar.. haha..
we're girls aft all.. hahaha.. but of coz.. i very control myself de..
he entered my class door juz to pass maker pens to pn grace. oh no~~~ i was gone.. haha..
i din know where was i went when i saw him~~ haha.. too exaggerated..

I saw him askin Li Qun ques. She gets the chance to talk to him. I am really jealous!
I wish i was Li Qun at that very moment.. wahaha..

He is Mr Har..
that's the reason why we named him Mr Prawn..
btw.. su ann said she is Miss Prawn and Mun is miss frog??
but i told them.. i am mrs prawn (mrs Har.).. LOL..
i can see that she jealous of me too.. wahahaha..

Oh Man~ He is juz so Handsome!!
HAHA.. but accordin to form4s.. he is juz so-so..
but it's ok.. he is handsome in my eyes.. XP..

Sadly.. he only ganti the bio teacher for 2 weeks..
and he is not teaching form 5..
haiz.. when can i hv a chance to hv a handsome tcher??

I miss mr douglas...
I still think Mr Douglas is the best...
haha.. (Edwin, dun jealous ya.. XP)

Ah~ i wanna see him again..
missing him now.. ha ha ha ha..
this is girls sch.. zzz...
We are GIRLS aft all...

hahahahaha..

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Happy CNY


Mei tiao da jie xiao xiang, mei ge ren de zui li, jian mian di yi ju hua, jiu shi gong xi gong xi..

does it sound familiar to you? if it's nt.. i am sure u dun sing CNY songs.. wahaha..
i had a bad dream recently.. i wanted to post it here.. but since now is CNY, it is rude to write bad things.. i've learnt my lesson..

well.. today... hehe.. jun yin, chi yen, gin wei, li qun, sin yin, pui wan and i went to SuSu's house bai nian.. means like visiting her house during CNY.. ^^

wow... jun yin and i were the first to arrive.. (proudly.. haha..)
i am kinda scared of her little cousin brother.. haha.. coz he's quite the naughty o.. haha..
wah.. thanks to susu for her RE QING ZHAO DAI.. haha.. means frenly punya layanan? OH NO... SPM student.. zzz.. haha..

there was a bottle of "sphere-shaped chocolate" things..
at first all of us thought that it was a bottle of chocolates.. mana zai-nya wang lai shi hawaii nuts?? actually i also dunno what kind of food is it.. haha.. but susu said.. it's good one.. HAHA..

aft puas-puas of chit-chattin.. wow..
The clock struck twelve... haha...
so.. it's LUNCH TIME.. ^^ hehe..
everyone proceeded to the dining room and our stomachs started working very hard.. coz her grandmama cooked lots and lots of irresistible food.. oh no.. it was too much till our stomachs said HELP.. haha.. can eat is blessing.. LOL.. a chinese saying..


aft hvin our lunch, we went into susu's room and started searching all kind of books.. wow.. i found some very interesting books.. hehe...
we took some photos there..
and.. oh no.. Pride and Prejudice!!!! susu has that VCD!! i wanna watch it too..
mayb i will watch it aft SPM?? lol.. idk..


Without doubt, we shared a wonderful time together.. my mum arrived at her house.. and it's time for me to say goodbye.. how nice if we can hv more time to spend together in this way.. i talked silently in my heart.. i love you, all my dear frens..

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Romantic sad ending

I love this song.. i rmbr i was very young the first time i hear this song.. i like the melody.. very touching.. and romantic as well.. but titanic has a sad ending.. very sad.. T.T.. i prefer happy ending.. i believe nobody likes sad ending...



Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On (titanic) Lyrics
Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Monday, February 15, 2010

Animal Program!!



Hi~ welcome to our new program - animal program :)
hahahaha.. nth else better to do in penang..
lazy to study la.. so noisy here.. how to do homeworks?
then i texted someone.. the someone also din bother to choi me..
ha ha ha ha..

then we realized.. hehe.. there're two cute animals.. so we decided to start our ANIMAL PROGRAM!!!

we're new.. need ur support...
请多多支持,谢谢!
愿你有愉快的一天^^

below are all the NGs.. hahahahaha.. we're new!!





Saturday, February 13, 2010

Finally, I have understood!!

First of all, I wanna thanks to somebody. That somebody contributed in my process of grasping the meaning of life. It’s inevitable for everyone to face different problems at different stages of life. Sometimes, we will be blinded, so blinded with our circumstances till we do not know what actually life is about. I was going through depression for the past few months. Fortunately, God has shown me the precious lessons that He wants me to learn.

Dear Lord, I am really glad for showing me the truth behind all my problems. I believe some of you are feeling very down or sad because of the huge problems you’re facing. We can’t change the fact and sometimes, we just don’t have the choice. We are being forced to accept some cruel facts which we think we cannot accept. When you always think of your own problems, your problems will become bigger and bigger. Why don’t you try to turn your focus onto the solutions?

Now I wanna share with you the secrets that I’ve finally found. I came to realize that sadness and problems are part of our lives. It is impossible to live a life which consists of 0 problems. We do have the choice to be a sad or a happy person. Now I understand, since life is always filled with problems and challenges. Just accept it with a cheerful and joyful heart! :D

We are always too overwhelmed by our own problems and we’re too often indulging in our own world. We think that we are the only person who faces problems in this world. Come on! Wake up! You’re not alone. Do you remember your very own creator? The creator that created you and loves you!! If God loves you, I’m very sure and convinced that He will provide our needs. When we don’t get what we expect to get. Never be discouraged! Because you must remember the better one is ahead of you. Just keep the faith and keep on moving. Do not give up.

Let go of something or facing new changes are often the fear of most people. Mankind is so weak that they are afraid of changes and loss. If we don’t loss, we will not gain what is better. We can’t just stand at one point and be satisfied so easily. We must learn more and improve. We must keep on moving upwards instead of downwards. Have the guts to walk out our comfort zone. You will discover that the world is more beautiful.

Yea, indeed this is world, it’s not heaven. You are expected to cry and mourn now because of the imperfection of mankind. However, be tough and face all the problems with God. Cast all your anxiety unto the Lord, for He cares for you. Trust and obey what God has arranged for you. God will not make a mistake. Only we do mistakes. If we don’t wanna cooperate with God, we will loss more and more. Beside, do not be sad, because we know we suffer now and we will enjoy forever in heaven.

I’ve learnt to trust and obey the Lord under all circumstances. Give thanks in all circumstances. Handle every problem with prayers. God will hear us. God has a good purpose behind everything that happens in our lives. Trust and obey, for there’s no other way. To be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.

Life is a test. Test how much faith you have! Life is short. Treasure every moment and friend of yours. Love the Lord and love others as yourself. Jesus loves you and cares for you. Rejoice in the Lord always! XD

Inspiration~

That day was a special day that I will never forget for the rest of my life. You suggested to sit on the bench since I was very tired. I gladly agreed with your suggestion and the bench was so willing to offer its service.

We were both indulged in a peaceful conversation. You asked me with a gentle voice, “Dear, are you feeling tired?” I nodded my head indicating my tiredness. You said to me with a soft voice, “Rest for a while, my shoulder shall be your temporary pillow, it might not be as good quality as the pillow you own, but I’m quite certain that it’ll still be okay.” I hesitated for a moment. Perhaps my tiredness drove me to do so.. I don’t know.

My head landed on your shoulder just like an aeroplane descending. With a moderate velocity. Finally, my head was just placed on the right place of your shoulder. Your shoulder was wide enough to carry my small little head. I don’t know what you’re thinking at that moment. But I know I were casting a chill cause I was wondering how heavy was my head. Ha ha.. I laughed silently in my heart. I held you arm. You’re not as skinny as me. You touched my hair occasionally. After some while, I heard you whisper to me saying, “Honey, I love you. I will protect you. I will not allow anything to harm you. You’re nearly everything to me.” The whispers continued as if it had become part of my dreams. I am not so sure whether I was asleep at that moment. But i’m sure that I was in heaven.

Time flew, the moment I woke up, I realized. All these were just a dream. When the covers of my eyes separated from one another, you and I were separated in the same way. My eyes’ covers still contact with each other whenever I close my eyes. But you and I were separated forever. I don’t know who are you now. You were just a stranger to me, perhaps.

Today, the hand you’re holding doesn’t belong to me. The beautiful girl that you’re whispering does look like me. But I know she has taken over the place I have in your heart.

I miss you~ I love you~ I feel that I can’t live without you. These are the most sincere words coming out from my heart. I bless you. Wish that you’ll be blissful for the rest of your life. I love you~!

*~Happy Valentine’s Day~*

I will not blame you for leaving me. Instead, I’m very proud, because I know no one can steal away the memories that only belong to both of us. Thank you.

Hahahaha.. everybody, chill~~

I still have my first love :P just wanna become a pro writer la.. so how’s my story? Nice to read? Sounds real right? Haha.. but really la.. I dun have such memories. Haha.. maybe I will really experience it when I’m 20. But I dun wish that my only one will leave me alone. Haha..

Friday, February 12, 2010

Will you continue if u know nobody will like u..

Humans usually do something juz to please somebody or they want to be accepted by somebody..
well.. i think this is very natural.. no one likes to be hated or being rejected.. am i right??

If u like to be rejected.. please tell me..
i wonder why do u like it..
and i think if u ever come and tell me u like to be rejected..
that means u wanna be accepted by me.. and want somebody to assure u that u like to be rejected..
so in the end.. u like to be accepted too.. ha ha ha ha..

i think many of u can guess what i'm gonna say next right? LOL..
Yo! Yo! haha..
well.. it's true.. what bible says is true.. some ppl will juz dislike u for no reason..
i still rmbr there was an unknown ppl chatted with me using msn..
well.. he said i'm a black dot in his life juz bcoz i told him "Jesus loves u.."
but i think this is still ok liao.. got lagi jia lat one..

Some la.. not all... of my frens.. they suddenly look at me with one kind of eye light if i say i'm a Christian.. somehow.. i wonder and i'm very curious abt actually how do non-christians see christians?
they will think Christians cant do this and that, is it??
and they will think they're boring ppl is it??
hmmm.. but i wonder why still many ppl say i'm LA-ME.. haha..
as in good in telling lame jokes?? zzz..

hahahaha.. this is so funny.. aft CF.. we're eating something la... then Jocelyn wanted to share food with me.. and i rejected.. then Mei Fen asked me.. "u dun share food with ppl one ar?".. then i answered her.. "er.. with certain ppl only la..".. my goodness!! She's so high mentioning somebody's name.. well i din say yes also.. but she was juz so high la.. haha.. then Sophia asked me.. "is it Edwin??"
Well.. seriously.. i hv no idea how come she knows who is Edwin.. and fyi.. i will not share food with him la.. excuse me!!.. haha...
*dun guess is who la.. save ur time do other things.. XP*

ok.. i'm very out of topic.. well.. but i guess i've nvr in the topic one.. LOL..
i like to write whatever comes to my mind.. i dun like to be limited..
i like imaginations.. haha.. some ppl say that my imaginations are too good at times..
hmmm.. perhaps this will make a good writer? haha.. perasan me!!

i enjoy talkin i guess.. and i'm SURE! haha..
i dunno whether my bf can tahan me or not.. XP..
seriously.. i dun hope next time my bf wanna break up with me coz i'm too talkative or too fierce XD.. shhh.. i'm very fierce de.. hehe.. but i think the worst thing abt me is... if i hv got a bf.. he sure will be annoyed by me.. XD.. coz i am a very sticky person.. i will 24 hours non-stop sticking to that person.. so i think i hv to change myself.. LOL..

wah.. i'm very out of topic this time..
haha.. actually what i wanna say is.. i will continue to do everything for God even when nobody is there supporting me.. bcoz i know my Lord will nvr leave me :)
I wanna be COOL... be different from others.. be the one who ppl think.. a.. she's very different.. very "holy-holy" and very love God.. ^^

lol.. i'm not perasan-ing here.. but juz wanna be what God wants me to be..
i might fall down.. i might do wrong things.. bcoz i'm human..
but i will do my best to be the best that God wants.. :)
I can do nth without God..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

2 Peter

Chapter 3
The Day of the Lord
1Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking.
2I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.
3First of all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires.
4They will say, “Where is this ‘coming’ he promised? Ever since our fathers died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation.”
5But they deliberately forget that long ago by God's word the heavens existed and the earth was formed out of water and by water.
6By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed.
7By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of ungodly men.
8But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.
9The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.
10But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare.
11Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives
12as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat.
13But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, the home of righteousness.
14So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him.
15Bear in mind that our Lord's patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him.
16He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction.
17Therefore, dear friends, since you already know this, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of lawless men and fall from your secure position.
18But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.



Monday, February 1, 2010

17 year-old RESOLUTIONS!!

I'm officially 17 years old right now..
i wanna thank God for leading me for the past 16 years..
i'm sorry Lord if i had done anything that had broken ur heart..
i know You will still love me Lord..
thanks for everything u've done in my life..
I love U Lord.. :)

The 7 RESOLUTIONS!
1. Love God or in other word be more spiritual

*Matthew 22

35One of them, an expert in the law, tested him with this question:
36
“Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
37Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'
38This is the first and greatest commandment.

2.
Love others as myself
*Matthew 22
39And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’
40All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

3. More wisdom
*Proverbs 3
13Blessed is the man who finds wisdom,
the man who gains understanding,
14for she is more profitable than silver
and yields better returns than gold.
15She(wisdom) is more precious than rubies;
nothing you desire can compare with her.

4. Obey father and mother

*Exodus 20
12Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you.

5. Share the gospel
*Mark 16
15He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation.
16Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned.

6. Meek
*Matthew 5
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.


7. Patient

*1 Corinthians 13
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

Useful scriptures
2 Corinthians 4
16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.
18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Flora Low wants to have... (Galatians 5:22)
  • Love
  • Joy
  • Peace
  • Patience
  • Kindness
  • Goodness
  • Faithfulness
  • Gentleness
  • Self-control
Smth Good for everyone.. haha..
Do Not Love the World
1 John 2
15Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.
16For everything in the world–the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does–comes not from the Father but from the world.
17The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever.

Matthew 6
33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Philippians 4
13I can do everything through him(God) who gives me strength.

Conclusion:
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.

James 1:22

May God grant me strength to do all these things.
In Jesus most wonderful name, Amen.