I like this scripture.. haha..

"So Jacob served seven years to get Rachel,
but they seemed like only a few days to him
because of his love for her."
Genesis 29:20

LOL.. bible actually contained a lot of love stories.. see... how nice izzit??
So Jacob served seven years to get Rachel, but they seemed like only a few days to him because of his love for her.

wow.. valentine is near.. haha..
how nice if i can ever hv a guy that is willing to do anything for me.. and will say.. do smth for seven years as if they are juz 7 days.. bcoz he loves me.. haha..

"So Abraham called that place The LORD Will Provide. And to this day it is said, “On the mountain of the LORD it will be provided.”" Genesis 22:14

so my conclusion is.. haha.. we hv to trust and obey God.. for He knows what is best for us XD

~The LORD Will Provide~

*Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything, by prayer and petition,
with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.
And the peace of God,
which transcends all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.*
Philippians 4:6-7

Genesis chapter 24

Well.. this is such a romantic story.. very nice.. haha.. decided to share with u all..
Enjoy reading XD

Genesis chapter 24

Isaac and Rebekah

1Abraham was now old and well advanced in years, and the LORD had blessed him in every way.

2He said to the chief servant in his household, the one in charge of all that he had, “Put your hand under my thigh.

3I want you to swear by the LORD, the God of heaven and the God of earth, that you will not get a wife for my son from the daughters of the Canaanites, among whom I am living,

4but will go to my country and my own relatives and get a wife for my son Isaac.”

5The servant asked him, “What if the woman is unwilling to come back with me to this land? Shall I then take your son back to the country you came from?”

6“Make sure that you do not take my son back there,” Abraham said.

7“The LORD, the God of heaven, who brought me out of my father's household and my native land and who spoke to me and promised me on oath, saying, ‘To your offspring† I will give this land’—he will send his angel before you so that you can get a wife for my son from there.

8If the woman is unwilling to come back with you, then you will be released from this oath of mine. Only do not take my son back there.”

9So the servant put his hand under the thigh of his master Abraham and swore an oath to him concerning this matter.

10Then the servant took ten of his master's camels and left, taking with him all kinds of good things from his master. He set out for Aram Naharaim† and made his way to the town of Nahor.

11He had the camels kneel down near the well outside the town; it was toward evening, the time the women go out to draw water.
Then he prayed, “O LORD, God of my master Abraham, give me success today, and show kindness to my master Abraham.

13See, I am standing beside this spring, and the daughters of the townspeople are coming out to draw water.

14May it be that when I say to a girl, ‘Please let down your jar that I may have a drink,’ and she says, ‘Drink, and I'll water your camels too’—let her be the one you have chosen for your servant Isaac. By this I will know that you have shown kindness to my master.”

15Before he had finished praying, Rebekah came out with her jar on her shoulder. She was the daughter of Bethuel son of Milcah, who was the wife of Abraham's brother Nahor.

16The girl was very beautiful, a virgin; no man had ever lain with her. She went down to the spring, filled her jar and came up again.
Then he prayed, “O LORD, God of my master Abraham, give me success today, and show kindness to my master Abraham.

17The servant hurried to meet her and said, “Please give me a little water from your jar.”

18“Drink, my lord,” she said, and quickly lowered the jar to her hands and gave him a drink.

19After she had given him a drink, she said, “I'll draw water for your camels too, until they have finished drinking.”

20So she quickly emptied her jar into the trough, ran back to the well to draw more water, and drew enough for all his camels.

21Without saying a word, the man watched her closely to learn whether or not the LORD had made his journey successful.

22When the camels had finished drinking, the man took out a gold nose ring weighing a beka† and two gold bracelets weighing ten shekels.†

23Then he asked, “Whose daughter are you? Please tell me, is there room in your father's house for us to spend the night?”

24She answered him, “I am the daughter of Bethuel, the son that Milcah bore to Nahor.”

25And she added, “We have plenty of straw and fodder, as well as room for you to spend the night.”

26Then the man bowed down and worshiped the LORD,

27saying, “Praise be to the LORD, the God of my master Abraham, who has not abandoned his kindness and faithfulness to my master. As for me, the LORD has led me on the journey to the house of my master's relatives.”

28The girl ran and told her mother's household about these things.

29Now Rebekah had a brother named Laban, and he hurried out to the man at the spring.

30As soon as he had seen the nose ring, and the bracelets on his sister's arms, and had heard Rebekah tell what the man said to her, he went out to the man and found him standing by the camels near the spring.

31“Come, you who are blessed by the LORD,” he said. “Why are you standing out here? I have prepared the house and a place for the camels.”

32So the man went to the house, and the camels were unloaded. Straw and fodder were brought for the camels, and water for him and his men to wash their feet.

33Then food was set before him, but he said, “I will not eat until I have told you what I have to say.”
“Then tell us,” Laban said.

34So he said, “I am Abraham's servant.

35The LORD has blessed my master abundantly, and he has become wealthy. He has given him sheep and cattle, silver and gold, menservants and maidservants, and camels and donkeys.

36My master's wife Sarah has borne him a son in her† old age, and he has given him everything he owns.

37And my master made me swear an oath, and said, ‘You must not get a wife for my son from the daughters of the Canaanites, in whose land I live,

38but go to my father's family and to my own clan, and get a wife for my son.’

39“Then I asked my master, ‘What if the woman will not come back with me?’

40“He replied, ‘The LORD, before whom I have walked, will send his angel with you and make your journey a success, so that you can get a wife for my son from my own clan and from my father's family.

41Then, when you go to my clan, you will be released from my oath even if they refuse to give her to you—you will be released from my oath.’

42“When I came to the spring today, I said, ‘O LORD, God of my master Abraham, if you will, please grant success to the journey on which I have come.

43See, I am standing beside this spring; if a maiden comes out to draw water and I say to her, “Please let me drink a little water from your jar,”

44and if she says to me, “Drink, and I'll draw water for your camels too,” let her be the one the LORD has chosen for my master's son.’

45“Before I finished praying in my heart, Rebekah came out, with her jar on her shoulder. She went down to the spring and drew water, and I said to her, ‘Please give me a drink.’

46“She quickly lowered her jar from her shoulder and said, ‘Drink, and I'll water your camels too.’ So I drank, and she watered the camels also.

47“I asked her, ‘Whose daughter are you?’
“She said, ‘The daughter of Bethuel son of Nahor, whom Milcah bore to him.’
“Then I put the ring in her nose and the bracelets on her arms,

48and I bowed down and worshiped the LORD. I praised the LORD, the God of my master Abraham, who had led me on the right road to get the granddaughter of my master's brother for his son.

49Now if you will show kindness and faithfulness to my master, tell me; and if not, tell me, so I may know which way to turn.”

50Laban and Bethuel answered, “This is from the LORD; we can say nothing to you one way or the other.

51Here is Rebekah; take her and go, and let her become the wife of your master's son, as the LORD has directed.”

52When Abraham's servant heard what they said, he bowed down to the ground before the LORD.

53Then the servant brought out gold and silver jewelry and articles of clothing and gave them to Rebekah; he also gave costly gifts to her brother and to her mother.

54Then he and the men who were with him ate and drank and spent the night there.
When they got up the next morning, he said, “Send me on my way to my master.”

55But her brother and her mother replied, “Let the girl remain with us ten days or so; then you† may go.”

56But he said to them, “Do not detain me, now that the LORD has granted success to my journey. Send me on my way so I may go to my master.”

57Then they said, “Let's call the girl and ask her about it.”

58So they called Rebekah and asked her, “Will you go with this man?”
“I will go,” she said.

59So they sent their sister Rebekah on her way, along with her nurse and Abraham's servant and his men.
0And they blessed Rebekah and said to her,
“Our sister, may you increase
to thousands upon thousands;
may your offspring possess
the gates of their enemies.”

61Then Rebekah and her maids got ready and mounted their camels and went back with the man. So the servant took Rebekah and left.

62Now Isaac had come from Beer Lahai Roi, for he was living in the Negev.

63He went out to the field one evening to meditate,† and as he looked up, he saw camels approaching.

64Rebekah also looked up and saw Isaac. She got down from her camel

65and asked the servant, “Who is that man in the field coming to meet us?”
“He is my master,” the servant answered. So she took her veil and covered herself.

66Then the servant told Isaac all he had done.
67Isaac brought her into the tent of his mother Sarah, and he married Rebekah. So she became his wife, and he loved her; and Isaac was comforted after his mother's death.

haha.. it only contained 67 lines XD...

21.01.2010

well.. after school.. as i've mentioned in my previous post.. my frens celebrated Jo and my birthday.. and aft my tui tui class.. haha.. went to KLCC..

Shin, Davis and me went to eat pizza.. haha.. (i hv no idea why everytime i meet shin sure eat pizza one.. haha..)

nway.. we had a fun time eating pizza together..
Well.. i supposed we talk more than we eat.. HA HA HA HA...

we're supposed to celebrate Shin's birthday actually..
but this celebration very Geng one.. no cake and no candles..
but got "masalah".. wahahaha...

Davis was caught by Shin and i de.. hahaha..

it's indeed a fun time sharing jokes together..
my goodness.. Edwin and Davis are truly jokers..
their cold jokes stories will surely amaze u.. wahaha.. no one can deny that..
and Davis was talking abt the food.. haha.. we imagine the food then can catch and eat from the imagination.. wahaha..

La-me right??
our conversation was basically around those jokes..
XD

besides.. we all spent much time juz deciding which flavour of pizza should we choose.. wahaha..
and the funny thing is.. there's a pizza named "royal masala"... we're kidding that the pizza has "masalah" one.. zzz.. FYI, it tasted great... u shouldn't miss the chance to try if u ever hv the chance to visit pizza hut..

these are some pics we took in the pizza hut..

Shin: Dun laugh huh.. ?!
Flora: ok ok.. (i cant stop laughing..)
Davis: Ok.. then i smile..

Shin perasan-ing la..

Thanks.. my frens ^^

Last thurs.. my frens celebrated Jo-Ei's and my b'day :)
thanks for all the effort u guys had put in to make this celebration a success...
hmmm.. too bad i dun hv a camera at that time.. if nt.. i would love to take some pics.. ^^

Thanks :)

I'm really grateful to have such nice frens like u all..
i treasure our frenship :)
i will always rmbr u all...

love u all :)

New fren

Haha.. exam too stressed liao.. wanna post some interesting posts..
well.. guess who is this guy??
He is my new fren.. thanks to Philip Tan.. LOL..
His name is Teo Rui Hong..
and amazingly.. i guessed his chinese name correctly..
wow.. haha..
he's from Johor.. so i guess Johor ppl is quite frenly de la..
He acted like Zi Jing via hp..
i din realise and i continue talking with him..
coz he used zi jing's hp to call me..
so i chatted with him.. and all of a sudden..
the real zi jing talked to me..
and i'm so bad.. i cant recognize his voice and i told him..
"u dun pura2 is zi jing la.. i know u're his fren.."
zzz.. that one is real zi jing ok??
then aft long time of talking..
only i believe that the real zi jing is real zi jing..
and the "fake" zi jing or rui hong apologized to me.. zadao.. -.-//

haha.. Rui Hong's voice really sounds like zi jing..
i wonder will his voice still sounds like zi jing in person..

nway... haha.. nice to meet u..
happy NS-ing... ^^

Happy Birthday to SHIN~

Haha.. Lotzz of my frens borned in this special month.. including "someone"(Flora^^)...
lol.. ok ok.. Shin~ dunno u will read this post or not.. but i juz wanna wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

I rmbr u told me that "promise me u'll be happy no matter what happens"
I'm really touched coz that time i was really down..
thanks for accompanying me during the hard time i had..
it's truly wonderful to have such good fren like u..
i rmbr how i get to know u..
u claimed that u're 吴明示...
and i trusted u for like more than half year only i realized that wasn't ur real name..
haha.. and u used to call me 蓝牙..

I like ur funny jokes..
indeed i will be very happy aft hearing ur lame or cold jokes..
and u're a brave and funny person..

I believe God has a purpose by making u a fren of mine..
i will treasure our frenship in my heart.. :)

thanks for being a nice fren..
May God continue to bless u.. :)

Last but not least..
Gambateh in everything u do..
All the best :)
Rejoice in the Lord always..

Today is my twin's b'day but not my b'day?!

LOL.. everyone knows i've got a "twin bro.."
haha.. and today (18/1) is my twin brother's b'day :)
the most WU LIAO person in this world..
no one can compare the wu liao-ness with him.. besides his twin sis.. who izit? haha..

Well.. i know now is not 12am yet.. but sorry la.. tmr exam tau?
so i post it now.. wahaha.. at least i got heart to wish u earlier..

Mr Khor Wei Wen!!
Happy B'day to u..
hehe ^^ the baby potato that dun wanna confess that he's old liao.. hahahaha!!

-juz a la-me joke for u..-

wish that u'll be happy everyday..
and be as hardworking as a bee..
hehe.. and stay young and handsome..

Gambateh!! and ur existence is indeed our blessing ^^
May God continue to bless u and make u a blessing to others as well..

Happy lerh? haha.. XD
zadao.. i perasan-ing liao... -.-//

thank God for giving me such a great brother..
-the best fren-

-ve comments

I'm very sad now.. maybe i dun show my sadness outwardly usually..
but my heart has broken...
i really dun understand why you juz love to comment so much..
well.. perhaps.. this is ur unchangeable characteristic...
or even it brings joy to u when u say smth bad abt ppl..
but let me tell u candidly.. i'm hurt T.T.. utterly..
ur words kill me! it's so pain... so pain..

okla.. if u tell bad things abt me u'll feel really happy..
maybe one day.. u hear ur frens telling bad things abt u..
will u like it? will u be happy?
maybe u dun mind.. but please bear it in ur mind..
not everyone likes u...
dun mind what others say abt her or him...
this is not a world that only u exist...
u cant juz say whatever u like..
well.. maybe u really hv many comments abt that particular person..
but can u juz keep in ur heart..
u dun hv to say out everything u think when it's not gonna built that person..

i'm really sad.. this is one of the reasons i wanna avoid u too..
i'm a person who cant really bear ppl talking bad abt me..
you can say that i'm not a DA FANG girl..
bcoz i really mind everything u say abt me..
if i dun care abt u.. i wun mind what u say abt me also..

u jatuhkan my maruah and u still think that you're always right..
i really hope u dun see this post..
bcoz i am really down..

very very sad.. :(
i hv got feeling one..
plz think b4 u say anything..
i dun want u to say smth bad abt other ppl..

I HATE this feeling so much!

well.. first first.. i'm kinda bu shuang now.. LOL..
guess what? it's so disgusting!!

juz now i felt an ant with my mouth..
why?
hoho.. the ant so nice.. i din welcome it and it was in my drink..
my goodness!!
the drink is like dark colour one.. so i could not see anything inside..
i drank it and all of the sudden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I felt something solid in my mouth and it's very geli!
then i spit it out.. MY GOODNESS!! i saw an ant!!

U know what??
i really dunno why all the insects like me so much!
i found a cockroach in pan mee...
there's a fly in pan mee...
i found fly in chicken rice too..
and now.. what?
an ant in my drinks?

mayb bcoz i'm Flora..
no choice.. hv to face them..
i really dun like this ok?

my imagination is too excellent..
i keep on imagine that the legs of ant are in my mouth..
oh no!! help me!!
i cant help stop thinkin it!
it's so so so ewwwwwwww~!

ok.. now go to the title.. what feeling is that which makes me HATE it so much?
it's the feeling of being alone!
well.. i dun mind bein alone..
but not for being alone for dinner.. almost EVERY NIGHT..
i HATE it so much!
do u know hw does the food taste when nobody is eating with u?
it taste like u wun wanna eat food again!!

why? why you leave me alone?

i'm very lonely deep inside my heart without u..

I really feel like crying without u..
can u come back?
I miss u.. T.T..
I cant stop myself from crying when i say the words that i really mean it!

New phone..

well.. this is one of the pics that i took using my new "iphone".. but actually it's not real Iphone i guess.. it's called x-phone.. smth looked like iphone.. but the function is like worse than iphone of coz.. haha.. how's the pic? leng lui or not? LOL.. perasan!!!

the pic is me lo.. i juz dunno why.. many ppl asked me.. "u started working?"..
at least three ppl adi i think..
do i looked that "mature"??
i rmbr once my fren told me that i looked like kindergarten girl..
LOL.. so which is thre truth now?

how ppl sees me is not that imp..
but how God sees me is the most imp..

My Honey.. lovely mummy..

This post is specially dedicated to my mummy.. cik ainn..
hey.. mummy.. dun worry ya.. i will always be praying for u..
u will surely get well soon..
Gambateh ya!! ^^

take good care of urself..
rest more ya..

love u so much.. :)

love,
ur honey--> Flora Low

McNeil is the best

today, 7/1 is our dear principal, Miss Goh Hai Bee's birthday (Say Hai to the Bee.. hehe.. easier way to rmbr her beautiful name)..

All of a sudden, i had been caught by puan parimala (oh no.. i dunno how to spell her name XD) to sing birthday song.. zzz... A? Not la.. i think is suet yan.. our DGJ.. haha.. then mana tau when i was leading the sch singing birthday song, i din turn on the mic b4 i sang.. so.. too bad.. XP.. u guys r not blessed to hear my sweet and crying voice lu.. hehe.. wanna hear ppl singing song like crying or not??

nway.. indeed, it's our blessing to hv such a responsible and wonderful principal like her.. she truly did smth in my life.. haha.. wanna know the secret within me and miss Goh??

That's a long story.. but i'll cut it short since i'm kinda tired now... I planned to transfer to another mixed sch when i was form 2, and my determination was very strong till my mum cant do anything but to write a transfer letter to the jabatan..

i HATE girls sch at that point of time.. i hate seeing all the same gender.. it's juz so BORING.. ok?
u try la.. come from a mixed sch and now eyes open liao.. u hv to go to a uni-gender sch.. lol.. i'm a very bad girl la.. haha.. i aint as pure or as angel as i was in primary sch..

well.. i promised my mum not to start a relationship with any guys when i'm still studyin in secondary sch, that's the main reason my mum allowed me to transfer i guess.. and she knew that i HATE girls sch!!

ok.. continue the story.. MISS GOH called me to go into her room and she would like to talk to me PERSONALLY.. wow! what? my PRINCIPAL is gonna talked to me? well.. reminder, this happened when i wanna transfer.. so it's like when i was form2..

i still rmbr clearly that i entered her room with a heart that was deeply troubled and worried.. i dunno what will happen next and that time, i cant speak well using English.. i was so scared and i wondered i changed sch what to do with her? i know that she's the principal very well.. but i'm just a normal student at that moment.. why do she need to see me??

i saw her.. i didn't look directly into her eyes as if i had done smth very wrong.. but now think back.. i wasn't wrong actually, i wanna change sch or not is my right aft all.. ok ok.. come bck to that situation..

mayb many many of u dunno this fact abt me.. that's also the main reason why Ethan misunderstands me the last time i cried in church.. well.. i juz dunno why, i cant be scolded or even bein advised by people that are older than me.. if they do so, i will cry immediately.. i feel so guilty and stuff la.. i do suffer emotional insecurity.. i always feel that someone is gonna hurt me very much very soon.. bible says Love doesn't contain fear.. mayb i feel i'm not loved or bein hurt too much..

so.. continue with the story, miss Goh looked at me with a kind look as usual.. she spoke.. "Girl, i heard that u wanna transfer to another sch, may i know what's the reason?" i din tell the truth, but i told her honestly some other minor reasons that i wanna change sch..

she read my heart and asked me,"Are u sure these are the reasons u wanna change sch? i know what's ur major reason that u wanna change sch.. u feel bored with the sch?" hoho.. is she a principal or my counsellor i wondered at that time..

i cant stop my tears from running out from my eyes.. haha.. i told her the truth and she asked me few ques which required me to think. She said that many girls want to enter this sch so badly.. and why i wanna leave this sch and so on.. but i was as still as a stone.. i din change my mind.. bcoz i was sure that i would be goin other sch.. i juz wish to disappear in front of her asap while she was telling me all these.. i wanna hide from her so badly..

I rmbr she said the sch needs me.. i din treasure her words that time and i juz took it lightly.. coz i was thinking no point to keep such word when my decision had been made and the letter had given to jabatan.

anyway.... God closed the door for me to go to other sch.. it's obviously not His will for me to change sch.. i finally had no choice but to agree with God.. i told God.. "OK! U want me to stay in girls sch is it? oklo.. no prob, but please give me more guy frens and guy good frens, ok?"

well.. i'm not so sure whether God had hear me that time.. but now i'm sure.. God heard me clearly.. i think i'm such a bad child lo.. so naive and so on.. indeed, nowadays, my guy frens are actually more than girl frens.. can u beat that? a girls sch's student? what on earth is that right? hmmm.. and amazingly my best fren is a guy.. and everybody knows that.. LOL..

God, U had answered me.. i know that...

God is good indeed.. He not juz gives me what i asked.. He even gives me what i want in my heart.. i want some posts to gain some knowledge..

and God gives me so many posts.. till i think they're kinda too many..
look at my time table..
Mon- Prefect
Tues- Choir (conductor)
Wed- McNeil (captain)
Thur- Chinese class (haha.. not a post but hv to stay bck..)
Fri- CF (President)

Church
MIF vice-president
CDMIF secretary and ganti the vice-president since he has gone oversea..

so many things to do..
oh God.. i really need ur help.. if not.. i really hv no idea how to manage all these works..
SPM, piano, violin, driving some more..

my life is so packed!

so i dun think i will even hv the time to think of my future bf.. HA HA HA HA..
so if ppl ask my why u dun hv bf.. well.. not no ppl want me..
is i'm really BUSY! lol..

talking abt McNeil.. now baru follow topic.. GOOD~~
i feel Good~ nanananananana~
lol.. as captain went to hv meeting with sports tchers and of coz pn chang (PK koko)..
wow.. we discussed for so looooooong.. and hv so many things that i hv to tell my McNeil girls..
i was worrying at first.. but i rmbr God...
i prayed to God and asked help from God..
my heart was filled with peace aft all..

i saw students comin to the house meeting now..
my heart din feel the nervous actually...
i felt the excitement.. i wanna talk to them!!!

Ok.. Cik Murni started the meeting with few words..
and she annouced that i will the captain..
i'm pretty happy and thankful that moment..
coz i wanted to b the captain since the first time i attend house meeting..
is that cool? well.. juz something i wish to achieve la..

and i dunno how and why i can become..
all i can say it is by God's wonderful and uncomprehended grace and mercy..
first first we choose all the AJK and stuff...
then when i was giving the information,
students were quiet.. they really amazed me!!
thank God for keeping them quiet coz i really hv lost my voice T.T...

then come to the cheer part..
LOL.. i shouted till out of tune liao~
haha.. but i love their semangat.. it makes me feel semangat too!
Go! McNeil!

i like all the form 1.. arh~ my heart melted when i saw them..
i think if i see baby.. my heart will melt lagi Geng! as some of my frens know...
i love babies ^^

haha.. i heard their(McNeillians) laughter..
i enjoyed leading McNeil team..

my prayer is that all of them will work together..
win or lost comes next not the first..
the process is the thing.. we learn and love together in sch :)

i pray that God will also bless me with wisdom to know how to help them and lead them..
i can do nth without God..
i also pray that all the committees will work well together and enjoy their works ;)

God bless u.. thanks for reading.. hope u enjoy too ^^

Choice

U cant make the choice for others,
but u can make the choice for urselve,
not everyone u appreciate will appreciate you in return,
but u can appreciate everyone and no one can stop u from doing that..

btw.. my busy life starts...
it seems like without an end..
hopefully SPM ends FAST..
i dun really enjoy 2ndary sch life to b quite candid with u all..

haha.. i'm very looking forward to my mass comm... ^^

Forget to thank God for smth..

Well.. perhaps.. everyday we hv countless things that we can be thankful for..
but we tend to see things the negative way as if God is so kedekut..
God gave His life for us.. He gave His EVERYTHING for us.. what else can we ask for?

We hv oxygen, sunlight, cloud, frens, house, food, shoes, watch, clothes, CD, TV, computer, blog, eyes, legs, nose, ears, still alive.. and hv got so many many things else..

but do we say a THANK U to God?
or everyday u juz know how to say..
Why God is so unfair?
the girl is prettier?
the guy is so talented?
why am i so short?
why i dun hv jenama baju?

well.. if u think one think.. haha.. [read it in chinese]
how much God has given to u freely and we take them for granted??

it's time for us to wake up i guess..
hmmm.. i juz "woke up" too..

juz now i complain this and that in my heart..
but i forget that God has given me so much and God doesn't charge me.. T.T...
i'm so regret.. why am i being so naive?

i thought God has taken the three most important things in my life..
but actually He nvr.. because God wants me to realise that He is my everything b4 i can get the 3 most important things in my life..

sry.. bcoz it's too private..
so i cant tell u.. what's the 3 things that i want so badly..

God is so good.. indeed, God is good all the time..
God cannot be bad.. bcoz God is good..
haha.. am i repeating?

ho ho.. dunno is sick too much or too boring at home..
i joked to myself and laughed..
till i think i hv smth wrong only i stopped..
zadao.. i wonder is there anyone like me..
joke then sendiri laugh?? self-high.. zzz..

but indeed...
"A cheerful heart is good medicine,
but a crushed spirit dries up the bones."
Proverbs 17:22

so be cheerful when u're sick..
it really helps ^^

thanks for all the prayers..
May God repay u guys :)

take care.. emmanuel...
my prayer is that all my non-christian frens can come to know and accept the Lord asap :)
and MIF can be a place where more youth learn more abt God and fellowship together :D

SICK

I really really really hate SICK!!
I cough for almost 2 months i guess..
but now it's gettin worse.. T.T..
Hvin severe headache due to sore throat and influenza...

i cant move much.. if i juz like stand up and look down or even juz turning my head.. i can feel the pain!!! it's so painful that no words can describe how terrible i feel T.T...
juz camp bck from mif committees camp.. guess i din rest well this hols.. that's y la.. work some more la Flora.. now know la.. zzz...

edwin juz scolded me for dunno how to take good care of myself..
he scolds ppl very the funny...
he said if i still wanna go to sch and make myself so miserable.. he's gonna beat me.. i was speechless.. i hope my future bf wun say such thing to me la.. haha..

if i hv a bf in future.. i hope he ans me in this way..
"Honey, u'll be fine de.. i sayang sayang u sure ok liao.. love u so much o.. u sick i heart pain de.. take care ma.. but nvm... now u rest well well o.. guai guai o.. u guai guai sure fast recover de.. jia you o.. love you.. will pray for u o.. but u must eat medicine on time ya.. :) good girl.. "

ha ha ha ha.. i think i receive this msg sick also recover liao.. zzz...

well.. 2010 first post is sick.. what la u??
zadao.. =.=lll

okla.. cant write much.. head pain... dunno can go sch or not.. sob sob.. first day lerh!!!
whatever la.. zzz... hate sick.. T.T...

btw.. i dislike the titanic game.. will tell the reason other time..
goodnight..