Tuesday, June 30, 2009

“In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. -Ephesians 4:26-27

Hey.. this is the verse that saying we shouldn't angry with someone till sunset...
haha.. the Chinese version is more clearly saying that we dun angry someone till sunset...

【生气却不要犯罪;不可含怒到日落,也不可给魔鬼留地步。】以弗所书 4章26-27节

it's not a story actually...
but it's like God's words for us, humans la..
haha...
God knows we always get angry.. hehe...

well...
so.. dun angry anyone for so long..
forgive them n stop angry with them before sunset...
for all of us r the same..
aft all...
we're juz mere humans...

Forgiveness is a kind of relieve...

Psalm 146

1Praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord, O my soul!

2I will praise the Lord as long as I live;
I will sing praises to my God while I have my being.

3Put not your trust in princes,
in a son of man, in whom there is no salvation.

4When his breath departs he returns to the earth;
on that very day his plans perish.

5Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob,
whose hope is in the Lord his God,

6who made heaven and earth,
the sea, and all that is in them,
who keeps faith forever;

7who executes justice for the oppressed,
who gives food to the hungry.

The Lord sets the prisoners free;

8the Lord opens the eyes of the blind.
The Lord lifts up those who are bowed down;
the Lord loves the righteous.

9The Lord watches over the sojourners;
he upholds the widow and the fatherless,
but the way of the wicked he brings to ruin.

10The Lord will reign forever,
your God, O Zion, to all generations.
Praise the Lord!

why many ppl r depressed?? i dun und...

hua hua hua hua...
as usual.. i love to laugh...
but dunno for what reasons...
ppl said that my laughter is very the FAKE?!
Oh no... then some more got ppl said that i laugh like a witch... SWT!!
the worse thing is... it's a guy who told me that... T.T...

Argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The choral speaking competition has been postponed to next tues...
very "Ma Fan".. we hv to waiting for one more week...
n more practises r required...

nway... i'm currently busy with PG [Prefects' gathering] things la...
very tiring...
May God grants me strength and wisdom...

Thank u Jesus for putting mei fen as the head of this PG..
she is indeed a gud leader..
nobody can deny this FACT...

hmmmmmmmm................
struggling with whether i wanna drop bio or not..
hope i can get d answer asap...

n i realized something...
yea.. it's so true that it'll b harder to forget something if v intend to forget something..
the more u wanna forget.. the harder u can forget abt it..
so the way to forget something is change our focus..
found that it works somehow...

tomorrow start tuition for chemistry...
Dunno la...
very scared..
coz........
x fren...
x familiar...
know xthing...
x teman...
x everything la..

jz dunno how to describe my feeling now..
looking forward to learn chemistry...
excited n scared at the same time..
ineffable feelings....

well.. haha.. gonna visit old town more often..
gonna see kasturi tuition centre more often...
gonna sit in a noisy place more often...
but.. gonna work hard n learn smart for chemistry..

I tell myself..
i will not get this result again.. out of 10... [in cls position]
the worse results i ever had...

wish that i can und all the concepts fast..
may God grants me wisdom..
n not juz bcoz of wanting to get excellent results..
but gaining new knowledge...

btw.. kinda miss my WLGG...
haha...
Wish my WLGG all the best in organizing d PG!!
I will support u ya ^^

God bless everybody...

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Happy Birthday to my FRENZ...

hey what a day which both of my frens' b'day fall on this day!
29/06/09
Juz wanna wish u two...
Darren Khoo & Khai Mun
Happy birthday ^^
wish that all ur dreams come true...
God bless u...
May u spend everyday in the happiest way, living life to the fullest!!
Glad to hv u two as my frens ya :)
hv a wonderful b'day!!

Science Vs Religion

(Please read till the end to find out who is the student)

'Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'

'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely.'

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'

'Yes.'

'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!'

He considers for a moment, 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues.

'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax

'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'

'Er...yes,' the student says.


'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one, 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

The student falters, 'From God.'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir...'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'

'Yes.'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Again, the student has no answer.

'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'

The student squirms on his feet. 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question, 'Who created them?'


There is still no answer... Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.

'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice betrays him and cracks. 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing, 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him.'

'Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of His own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'


'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet.

The student begins to explain...

'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees.'

'Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night if it isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and its called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time, 'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains...

'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought.'

'It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it...'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.' The student looks around the room, 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter.

'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir.'

'So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable. Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers, 'I guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,' the student continues, 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?'


Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.'

The professor sat down.

If you read it all the way through and had a smile on your face when you finished, mail it to your friends and family.

PS: The student was Albert Einstein .

KidsAreQuick

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: Maria.
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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.

(I Love this kid)
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TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
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TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
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TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with ' I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it.
Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER: Clyde, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE: No, sir. It's the same dog.
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TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher
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PASS IT AROUND AND MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH!
LAUGHTER IS THE SOUL'S MEDICINE!!

A mail i would like to share..

Thinking Outside The Box. . .
You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night,
when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the
bus:

1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.

Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be
one passenger in your car?

Think before you continue reading.

This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a
job application.

You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and
thus, you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he
once saved your life and this would be the perfect chance to pay him
back.
However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.

The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up
with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old
friend and let him take the lady to the
hospital. I would stay behind, and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams."

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:

"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the
school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her
name?

I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is
smile and say "hello."

I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.


2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others."

Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
was one quarter, two dimes and five pennies.

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will
save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.

nice! Thk God..

在一場船難中,唯一的生存者隨著潮水,
漂流到了一座無人島上。
The only survivor of a shipwreck
was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.

他天天激動地祈禱神救他 能夠早日離開此處,回到 家鄉。
他還每天注視著海上有否可搭救他的人,
但卻是除了汪洋一片,什麼也沒有。
He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him,
and every day he scanned the horizon for help,
but none seemed forthcoming.

後來,他決定用那片帶他到小島的木頭造一個簡陋的小木屋
以保護他在這險惡的環境中生存,並且保存他所有剩下的東西。
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut
out of driftwood to protect him from the elements,
and to store his few possessions.

但有一天,在他捕完食物後,準備回小屋時,
突然發現他的小屋竟然陷在熊熊烈火之中,
大火引起的濃煙不斷向天上竄。
But then one day, after scavenging for food,
he arrived home to find his little hut in flames,
the smoke rolling up to the sky.

最悲慘的是:他所有的一切東西,在這一瞬間,
通通化為烏有了。悲痛的他,氣憤的對天吶喊著:
「神啊!你怎 么可以這樣對待我!」
頓時,眼 淚 從他的眼角中流出。
The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stunned with grief and anger.
"God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.

第二天一早,他被一艘正靠近小島的船隻的鳴笛聲所吵醒。
是的,有人來救他了。
Early the next day, however, he was awakened
by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island.
It had come to rescue him.

到了船上時,他問那些船員 說:「你怎麼知道我在這裡?」
"How did you know I was here?"
asked the weary man of his rescuers.

「因為我們看到了信號般的濃煙。」他們回答 說。
"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

人在碰到困難時,很容易會沮喪。
不過,無論受到折磨或者痛苦,都不用因此失去信心,
因為神一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad.
But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives,
even in the midst of pain and suffering.

記著:當下一次你的小木屋著火時,
那可能只是神美妙恩典的表 徵而已。
Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground
it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.


在所有我們所認為負面的事情,神都是有正面答案的。
For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,
God has a positive answer.

你說:「我累了。」
神說:「我讓你休息。 」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)



你 說:「沒有人愛我。」
神 說:「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

你說:「我做不下去了。」
神說:「我的恩典 夠你支持下去。」
(林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

你說:「我想不通。」
神說:「我引領你前行。 」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

你說:「我做不到。」
神說:「你什麼都做得到 。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)


你說:「我不配。」
神說:「你配。」 (林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

你說:「這麼做不 值得。」
神說:「做了,你馬上就會覺得 值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

你說:「我無法原諒自己。」
神說:「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

你說:「我是窮苦的。」
神說:「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

你說:「我害怕。」
神說:「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

你說:「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
神說:「放下你的重擔,我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

Oh No No! my bed!!




This was what happened to my bed yesterday night...












This was the one who did this gud job... swt!! >.<''









Opps...









Oh no! How am i gonna rest on this bed???????










No eyes see adi loo...








How crazy can it b?





Finally.. my bed was fixed today morning i guess.. lol...
so basically was sleepin on the broken bed last night..
felt gud also.. coz i din move at all when i sleep.. for one night..
Good experience!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Yes! NOW~

wanna know what is happening now?
yeah~ It's no doubt Miss Mei Fen's b'day!!

hehe...
now u'r same age with me ady..
LOL...

Juz wanna wish u happy b'day...
U always help me.. support me..
thanks alot ya!!
I will always support u too ^^

Ur sis in Christ,
Flora de cold plant :)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Thank U Jesus!




well well.. aft telling the nightmare, it's time for some relaxing articles.. if not.. keep on thinking abt the nightmare man.. LOL..

hmmm...
first and foremost,
i would like to thank God for His grace and mercy, our class 4Sc1 which represented our school for choral speaking competition in zon sentul won the 1st place!!

unexpected seriously!!
Of coz la happy...

then now we can go for the next round..
peringkat negeri.. i think we will meet cbn at that peringkat too..

nway, this is not the main thing..
the main thing is..
THANK GOD!! ^^

Another thing is...
AMAZINGLY....
i got the highest mark in my class for my English paper...
Thank God...
well... i dun think i deserved it..
but still.. thank God...
ha ha...

I got 91/100...
for the first time i get so high mark for English..
i really wanna thank God for putting frens that r pro in eng around me,
so that i hv the enthu to learn eng...
but i personally love english too.. ^^

Must thank a few frens of mine..
Shin, Jasmine, Su Ann, Michelle, Khai Mun, Darren, Peter...
well... sry to say most of them r my guy frens..
lol.. coz i usually use chinese to communicate with girls...
their eng is super pro one... ha ha... no way i can beat them...
unless i work hard...

hmmm.. i think this time i can score so high marks is bcoz of my essay...
i gt 81/85 for essay paper...
well.. i nvr expect that...
indeed it's a surprise to me from God..
Thank u!

Nightmare

Hey.. do u still rmbr the nightmare that i mentioned for months ago?

Last nite hd a GREAT niteMARE~~ very very scary!!
tell u all the story next time... (this line is taken from my old post on the 9th of Feb 09) LOL.. pai seh.. so looooooong time adi only tell u guys what's that all abt...

Hmmm... to b quite candid,
i dun really rmbr the whole story..
but agak-agak la...

so here's how the story goes...
One day... dunno y.. [usually dreams r weird, k?]
then i think my family, some frens of my mum n i was going somewhere.. mayb lik shoppin la..
my father wasnt there in my dream.. well.. then, all of the sudden, my mum n one of her fren got caught into jail innocently... coz her frens simply "Yuan Wang" her and her frens saying that they broke some laws.. i cnt rmbr what's the law.. coz that time i was like extremely sad n worried and angried coz my mum bein "冤枉" [means like bein betrayed] by her own frens! i'm thinking what kind of frens is this? 出卖朋友?简直就不象话!太卑鄙了![sry.. i dunno how to translate all these words to eng.. basically i'm juz scoldin them in chinese...]

well this is not why the dream became scary...
the moment which made this dream become extremely scary was my mum and her frens was bein killed innocently.. why?? why??
and u know how they killed my mum?
they used a machine which looks like those chair in dental clinic...
Oh no! and it's a dreadful machine!
coz it's with a sharp knife on the left hand side,
then i dunno how the machine works..
but i only know... she's bein killed by that kind of machine...
I can nvr forget how the machine looks like...

I was very very sad at that moment.. no words can describe my feelings!
later on... i'm also been bought into jail... for no reason or mayb for some reasons.. mayb bcoz i shared gospel.. i'm nt clear bout the reason y my sis n i also had been bought into jail.. but we know we were gonna killed by the machine that i mentioned juz now too..

Indeed.. dying in that way is the scariest thing that could ever happen to me!!!!!!!!
for dunno what reasons.. the person in charged of us took us to a room which filled with sick ppl.. they r all abt to die.. lyin on dirty beds.. oh no.. very smelly.. and... they'r also bein bought into jail... then later on, they allowed my sis n i to do something which we want to do before we were bein killed by that scary machine.. so i rmbr it so happened the day i'll b killed was on my best fren, edwin's b'day! I dunno y.. dreams r weird.. so i bought a cake for him.. i put a note on top of the cake... well.. then i passed to someone in a bus... which was the ex-sch bus i usually took last time!! I asked my fren to help me to pass the cake to him.. coz i wanna let him knows abt my death.. so he wun waste his time findin me... [how thoughtful? zzz]

the note i had written goes like this,

"Shin, i will die soon.. very soon...
i'm so sorry cause i couldn't celebrate ur b'day with u...
u will nvr see me again..
well.. but in heaven later.. we shall meet again.. must rmbr me..
i will miss u...
dun worry abt me..
coz if u worry abt me, i will b worried abt u there..
...
...
..."

The time was running out!!!!!!!!
I hvnt finished writing!!
I had to go back to jail n be killed!!
YY?????????????????????????????
i dunno my fren had passed the cake to him or not..
i din see him for the last time...
it's all too late!
tell me why?
then... the jail was located weridly!!
it's located inside a huge shopping center...
so the person in charged bought me to the jail again and i sat on the awful chair!

when i sat on the chair...
i was thinking..
i hd nvr thought that i'll die so dreadfully..
i dunno how many pieces i will b cut into...
but i juz know.. life is precious...
my frens r precious...
my life is to honour God..
I can nvr return to human form..
may my spirit goes n see my Father in heaven..
may my body rest in peace...
may i see my mum again..
life is SHORT!
how precious is our lives?
why there r ppl who doesn't appreciate life?

as i was thinking.. the knife was getting closer n closer to me..
i closed my eyes.. i dun dare to see how the sharp knife takes my life!
i'm very scare... but i know where i will go aft i die..
i will go heaven coz God promised.. those who believe in Jesus will not b perish but has eternal life... then... i opened my eyes...

Huuuuuuuuuuuu...............
Thank God!
it was JUZ A DREAM!
i was terribly frighten at that moment...

and my wish is that i wun die in this way...
and hoping everyone will hv eternal life in heaven one day aft we die...

so is this nightmare unforgettable?

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Baba's Day.. LOL..


Yea.. it was drawn by my dad.. Geng lerh? hehe^^


This for sure isn't my father la.. well.. this is also drawn by my dad..


So i guess now u know who my father is.. i mean as in what is his occupation la.. that's ARTIST as in drawin portrait one.. hee hee.. know y i keep on "hehe"? coz i think i'm nt really gifted in arts la.. mayb yea.. in art as in music, singing? dancing? those things...

Juz wanna wish my father..
happy baba's day..
hehe..

i'm quite shy la.. so din really like u know wish him loudly or anything la.. but i bought him something which made my sis swt alot.. coz u will nvr think of what i bought.. guess plz..

.
.
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.
.
.
.
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yea, u'r wrong supposedly...
I bought a FROG? which worked with solar energy!
Oh no!
can u imagine that??
lol... FUNNY right?
i also dunno y out of the blue i bought this...
actually got my own reason one..
lazy to explain it here..
if u really wanna knw..
juz ask me la..

alright.. recently i really dunno what happened..
coz i keep on meeting ppl coincidentally.. last thurs for the sch holz, i met Alison,
then last wed met Darren, then today i met Hui Min in the restaurant which near my house for the second time, then i forget who i met adi la.. but quite a num of frens i met.. kinda swt la..

but i think it's very interesting lo...
ha ha.. coz everytime i say Hi.. they need some time to respond.. all also the same.. swt.. do i look different recently? why ppl seemed that they dun really recognize me??

nway.. this is still not the happy post yet..
will post the happy post asap...

today.. very happy knowing God knows even the number of hairs on our head.. so dun worry la.. know how much God cares for us..

I'm precious to God...
remind urself, k?

*~Emmanuel~*


I know who u are already...

Hua hua hua...
do u still rmbr.. the "strange number" that missed call me for many times??

here is an answer for it!!
well.. FYI.. this is not what i meant for d happy post..
i will post the happy post later..


My frens helped me to search who is this person who loves to missed call me..
then.. ha ha.. finally i can conclude that he is a guy... which i DUNNO!!
he claimed that he is ah san bah or ah sam pat.... something like this la..
i dunno la.. that's what my fren told me...
he's definitely someone who only wants to play with me since he got nothing else better to do..
lol... but at least now i knw he is nt someone which i knw.. so i dun bother la...

juz wondering how could he get my num...
is there anyone who tells him my num??
or he juz picked up his hp and started calling any num randomly?

nway... it's not important..
hahahaha...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I cried??

Wow.... u can seldom see me cryin in front of ppl..
i dun really like to cry in front of ppl unless i'm being forced to or nothing else can express my feelings at that moment..

today... was a very hectic day for me i can say...
morning,
piano... then cd mif meeting...
then went Serendah helped out with those Children programs la...
By the time i reached home, it was truly late!!

was actually collapsed...
but was waken by a lot of sms...
Why is that every time when i'm tired, there will surely b lots of sms?

So now only will b blogging la... LOL!

Yea.. i cried IN front of PPL today!!
i'm seriously tired abt their teasing!
Hey.. u can tease me, make fun of me..
but please dun over, ok?
I really tak boleh tahan u all liao..
i'm human.. some more is a girl.. sure sensitive n got feelings de, k?
but i forgive u all la... coz i'm juz a sinner too..

will talk abt something which makes me happy soon..
keep it for next post...
so i can make my happiness last...
is the statement true?
LOL....

take care my buddies...
God bless n be with u all... :)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Wow...nvr thought abt that..

Guess what??
ha ha.. i coincidentally met Darren at petaling street..
but it's kinda "sweat" la..
coz he din see me.. =='' till his fren told him that i was sayin Hi to him...
well.. mayb he should go check his eyes.. ha ha.. jk only.. no offence...
then some more so "fish".. coz when i turned to the other direction.. there was like a car horning me man... lol... so juz said hi n bye.. that's all..

actually i was goin to my church for prac...
hmmm.. helped jun go kas to ask something..
FYI, we dun need to pay again our registeration fee if v juz stop tuitioning for a month..
this is what they said la..
mayb this gonna b what happen next month..
every wed n fri visit kas tui..
it'll b quite tiring generally speaking...

Thk God for today!
coz i gained 4 more marks for my moral ppr due to some corrections..
n i get an 2A for my add maths.. will aim for an 1A for the next test...
coz my dear fren get 100% this time, i believe i can do it also!! wahaha...
then.. what else??
get badly for est.. nway... Still an 2A.. Not really satisfied.. so gonna push harder next time..
as i told my frens today.. i will study hard for a brighter future.. LOL!
it's super funny.. coz i said.. well well.. knw y i need to get gud results?
then i told them.. coz i wanna get a boyfren who has gud results too..
if i hv good results.. i got more chance to win.. ha ha.. it's juz a joke basically...
then we laughed lik mad la.. lol.. girls.. as usual..

true la... life is a challenge..
get hurt by someone...
he is juz so sarcastic man...
hurt hurt :'(
nway.. thk God for God unds all my feelings..
frens can do 2 things for us, but they can nvr do the third thing for us which is.. wait! gonna mention what is the two things..
1. know us
2. care for us

here comes the third..
3. help us in every ways...

only God can do that..
yea.. frens can help..
but nt in everything..
for example lik healing us.. and comforting us.. giving us peace.. givin us the full satisfaction..

today helped someone..
feel so glad..
it's indeed an honour to help ppl..
i love my frens...^^

Joked with my frens sayin..
hey.. i love my bag and my bag loves me..
coz whenever i hug it, it will hug me back in return..
hua hua hua hua..
they're all bein "boomed"...
well.. sry la.. i'm juz too cold sometimes..
ha ha!!

Li Qun's B'day :)

Hey same type!
Miss Lobak.. lol..
well.. today is ur b'day worh...
how can i miss the chance to wish u here?

so juz wanna wish u hv a blessed b'day...
May God bless u everyday...
Rejoice always.. [nt talkin abt shampoo nway] LOL!
Gambateh!
U'r a great fren my dear!
Support u ya ^^

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Never make me MAD plz!

Who is this..
plz stop missed calling me la!!

U wanna play??
i can play with u..

anyone knws whose num is this? 0169599645
tell me asap...

ha ha..
dare to play some more?

SO... Never make me MAD,
und??

I can b nice to u if u hv told me who u r...
dun play with phones!
Childish betul la.. zzz....

smiling to someone who hurts u :)

hi hi everybody...
my sch principal, miss Goh was talking abt this during our mon assembly..
Is the ATTITUDE that we hv made our life bcum what we want...
i think it's quite true lo...
we humans always intend to see what we dun hv n always take all things for granted..
as if every blessing from God is nth..
hmmm... and we seldom count our blessing ryte?
yea.. i think we must make some changes..
start countin our blessing each day instead of complainin what we dun hv..
believe that as long as we lift up our problems to God,
God will give us the best thing...
Changing our attitude seriously hinge on ourselves..
today some teacher told us..
if we ourselves don even wanna help ourselves,
xbody can help us also...
true la... in the end, we ourselves is the one who makes the decision...
but we cnt juz rely on ourselves..
humans r juz so limited..

and she was also saying.. 'smiling to someone who hurts u' :)
it's nt something easy... hua hua~* but as i always say... it's not Impossible ^^

By the way... get so confused these days...
many ppl told me i'm annoying bcoz i'm "too gud"...
dunno la.. nvr knw that bein gud is annoying man..
ha ha.. nobody teach me that b4..

today get back my BM, Moral, Chemistry..
thk God.. din fail my chemi.. even though gonna fail..
this time is my fault, i knw very well..
so will nt repeat the history..

I wish that everything will come out in the wash..
even though many things seemed to make me climb the walls..
May i see the light at the end of the tunnel and currently i'm burning the candles at both ends..

anyway... hopefully something which can make me float on air will happen la...
God bless u ^^

Happy B'day Ma Ma!!


Well... today is my mum's b'day yo!
wanna wish my mum HAPPY B'DAY!!
I love u mummy..
sayang u as u sayang me..
ha ha...
well.. din see u yesterday...
very very miss u er...
muacks... Love u!
May our good God bless u every moment :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Dun Jealous...

ha ha...
i think the person knw who i mean la...
ho ho..
today is kinda "terrible" la.. coz every papers that i got back was with a terrible result...
no FACE to FACE my parents or anyone la..

Nearly fail for SEJ...
ngam ngam got 1A for maths!!
WHAT A TERRIBLE THING!!
was an ex-best in maths stu... now.. NO EYES see la...
N i think my bio also gonna ngam ngam passes or failed la...
well well.. still wanna thk God that i hvnt received any "F" yet.. ha ha..

but dunno this time what position in cls n in form i gonna get.. should b out of top 10 liao..
T.T... it's ok Flora.. i will always support u ryte?

hmmm.. today did a very fish thing..
i recognize a teacher wrongly.. so i put her bag at the wrong place..
nt the 1st time this thing happens.. hopefully it doesnt happen again..

actually i dunno y i'm still fine...
lol..

nway... take care everybody...
God bless u ^^

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Jackson Yap's B'day


Happy Birthday to u,
Happy Birthday to u,
Happy Birthday to Jackson.........
Happy Birthday to u.... ^^

I rmbr u told me that u like blue.. so i post this post in blue colour..
hua hua~* knw that he's not gonna see this.. but juz wanna let u knw...
I rmbr ur b'day :P

B happy always as u always says... ^^
God loves u :)

Last Friday... 12.06.09



hmmm... will talk abt last fri...
lolz... basically was raining cats n dogs then...
so.. my sis [eden, nt FAUNA!] and i was goin to UO to find our mum la...
then on the way walking from CM... i was so happy.. dunno la... all of a sudden i was very happy... so i enjoyed the journey walking from CM to UO... i created a mushroom song.. well well.. the "mushroom" is actually portraying the umbrella that i was using.. hehe^^
the song goes like this..

"the mushroom grows,
the mushroom becomes shorter (x2)
the mushroom grows grows grows"

Actually i created this song when i was putting my umbrella up and down.. it's bcoz i'm juz too short and i hv to keep on putting my umbrella a little bit higher in order to avoid from hitting innocent ppl... ha ha...

the ppl who's holding the umbrella is me!!!
yeah~! hua hua...
Take care :)

Ex-ballerina




well... did i ever tell u i was an
ex-ballerina??
hmmm... i knw u're gonna b wondering y i din continue to learn ballet right?
My ans will b....
my parents cnt afford when i was young...
so that's y i only learned ballet for few months..
i'm wondering.. if i continue learning.. will i b able to dance like her??
nway.. i believe God wanna use me to do something else la..
but till now.. i still love to dance!!
Juz like the feeling of dancing.. coz i really feel enjoyable whenever i dance.. as if i really can fly!!
Enjoy the video ^^

Friday, June 12, 2009

A Friday :)

Hello!
Good "morning/afternoon/night" <--- dependin on when u come to my blog la... alright... Now.. 2.25pm... i'm in my father's shop... CM there.. online-ing... Lol.. was readin the mail which my wu liao goh goh forwarded to me one.. Found out this statement is juz SO TRUE!!
Which statement?? HUH??
Ignoring the fact doesn't change the fact!
ha ha.. m i ignoring facts? i dun think so...
juz accepting... dun want accept also cnt..
so y dun juz accept it... make ur life easier...

i walked from church to CM.. coz juz went back from Serendah helping in teaching children ^^
Love them so much.. they're juz so cute!! innocent.. ha ha... another word is no bad thoughts.. Dan Chun...

well.. got one boy there felt that it's bored to go there.. tried to convince him to join one.. but he juz seemed so out... hmmm... he thinks the games r bored.. mayb he played before, i guess.. but later on.. when some ppl asked ques.. he did answer also la.. so.. i think basically he's juz tryin to get ppl's attention..

Then this time one i only need to help out a very little bit.. was chattin wif mun kiat.. mayb this is the first time we chatted for so long.. coz last time he used to b a shy guy.. did i say before? i'm very afraid of shy guy... which looked Diam Diam one.. i will nvr talk to them.. lol!! Then dunno wat medicine he ate.. talked with me so happily.. i also felt weird.. mayb bcoz i'm frenly also la.. haha [perasan la... XD]

another thing.. was walkin in CM.. then only realize the restaurant which i go to every fri is OLD TOWN instead of KOPITIAM... swt la... din knw wat's d name also b4 this...

Come to the main point which i wanna share.. aft writing my "pendahuluan"... LOL!
rmbr? i went Serendah? yea.. there's a magician showed some magics la.. Oh dear! it's incredible men!! guess what the magician did... he can do magic without touching the "victim".. lol.. hmmm... he can juz like show magic so magically.. er... SWT!! Still nt the main point yet.. pai seh.. Then when come to dividing into grps.. i was placed the same grp with him la.. He's a moral teacher.. a discipline teacher as well... he really taught all the children in my grp and me something.. that's to b HUMBLE!!!!!!! confess our sins or mistakes!!

He told us.. since he's a discipline teacher.. he always has to deal with boys fighting punya cases la.. he said the first line when he asked them why they fighted, the answer will b.. "he hits me first!".. then he will punish more to the person who says "He hits me first!".. coz they both r wrong.. the one shouldnt has fighted with the one who hits him first also.. then he some more doesnt wanna confess his mistake.. how wrong is it??

Then the precious lesson is here..
he said.. next time, u should say... "It's my mistake, plz punish only me.. dun punish him.."
then the person who wanna punish u also will forgive both coz u all knw u all hv done mistake...

Afterwards, was talking abt the salvation of our Lord Jesus Christ..
He's really innocent.. but He has to die bcoz He helps us to bear our sins so that our Father will give the punishment to Him instead of us... how great is this love?
He is sinless but bcoz we'r sinful, bcoz He loves us... He's willing to help us to take the punishment... really thk God for washin my sin away away... so that i can draw close to God freely again.. coz i knw if i'm sinful.. i hv no way to talk to a Holy God.. and i got no way to enter heaven aft i die... then the teacher reminded me.. yea.. thk God! Coz once we believe in Jesus, our sins r washed with Jesus's blood... then our name no longer exist in Hell's name list.. but the angel writes our name in Life Book.. we can enter heaven one day as long as we believe and REPENT! true true... repentance is important.. as long as we confess our sins and repent, God will surely forgives our sins.. coz He's always merciful :)

later, the teacher told what should we do aft accepting Christ as our Lord and Savior..
  1. read the bible
  2. pray
  3. share the gospel
i think i hv to reflect myself again..
sometimes.. i do wrongs also... i din really read bible with my heart and with Holy Spirit.. i juz rely on my own understandin n my time..

busy till no time for God is the saddest part of our lives..
God created us to glorify Him...
but if we dont glorify Him.. we're lik nt fulfulling the original purpose of our lives la..

Some scriptures in bible is like really teaching us not to b proud as in think ourselves is God.. can do anything without God.. oh oh.. that's juz so wrong!

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding" proverbs 3:5


Yala.. i did many things with my own understanding.. that's y i get myself into troubles lo...
Sry la God.. i'm weak, but U'r strong.. U knw how weak i'm... Please HELP ME!

"Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge,
but he who hates correction is stupid.
" proverbs 12:1

wow.. who wanna b stupid?
but sometimes i juz hate correction.. oh no!
how silly i am by hating correction?
i'm perfectionist, did i say that before?
so i can't stand ppl correcting me at time la...
if u wanna correct me.. plz say in a polite manner, k?
if nt u can really make me MAD~!!!
but i hv to change la.. dun worry ^^


Jokes time... :P
"For such a tiny woman she had an incredible appetite." <-- found this in dic dic.. seemed lik saying me worh.. wahaha!!

but when i'm sad.. i dun really hv the appetite la..
Cant finish my breakfast this morning..
lunch.. well.. still can la.. dinner... old town la... can gua...
whatever is it.. i juz scolded someone yesterday juz bcoz he used the word "whatever"...
T.T... y m i so EMO recently?

hv to eat la.. realize i'm nt gainnin weight but gettin slimmer and slimmer.. it's nt a gud thing nway... i did eat well.. juz nt today! but will try my best to eat well tonight!
take care!