Yeah... It's time for countdown again!
How do you feel right now?
Excited? Sad? Nervous?
Well, for me, I feel kinda excited.. even though I know I am getting older.. I know that it's a process of life. When I see some elder people standing at bus stop waiting for bus, I always wonder will I turn into one of them very soon? I know I will, but I will still stay young in my heart.. HAHA..
Last time I was used to people calling me MUI MUI (means younger sister), but now.. I realized that more and more people are calling me JIE JIE (means elder sister) instead of MUI MUI. I wonder how long it takes for people to call me AUNTY >.< or even PO PO.. Haha.. I know I am thinking a little bit too far, but.. seriously.. time flies.. I remember when I was young as in when I was still studying in kindergarten or even primary school, I always complained that time is moving way too slow. I wish to be like a BIG jie jie study in secondary school, and I always admire secondary school uniform as it's much nicer than the primary sch one. Hehe.. This is just my personal opinion. But now, I am already a college student. When I first came into college, honestly speaking, I couldn't accept the fact that I am already in college level. What would happen in few years more? Nobody knows, indeed.
Anyway, this year has been a great year to me. Even though I experienced something which caused me a lot of pains. However, in life there is sorrows and joys. If we have God walking with us, everyday is a HAPPY DAY. Indeed, without God I could hardly imagine how would I be like now. I am really glad that I know God. At least when I am having some problems, I know who shall I look for. That's GOD. I love God because He loves me very much. Friends and family might fail us, but God never fails.
Besides, I would really like to thank some important friends which have played an important role in my life helping me to go through my pain and of course my happiness as well. They know who they are. So I need not mention their name. Hehe..
What happened in 2011?
Let me do a quick summary of my 18 years old life.
1. First time working
* The first job I get is working as a cashier in a gift shop in Sungei Wang. Haha.. Well, I only worked for less than a month. To be precise, maybe worked for only half of a month. I met with some new friends when I was working. I enjoyed working because my work is so relaxing. I miss my working time so much. And of course, I miss my working partner too, Wai Soon. LOL.. He is indeed a humorous and friendly guy.
2. First time entering college - TARC
* Well, say BYEBYE to St Mary School and now I am officially a TARC-ian. Entering college life is like moving into another stage of life and my life will never be the same again. Wow, it sounds scary though. HAHA.. Erm.. college life means what to me? I think it means that I have to rely more on myself rather than other people. In short, I must be more independent. But of course FROG (Fully Rely On God) is what I shall not forget. College life is indeed very different from primary sch or secondary sch life. There is no more like so-called rules or regulation. Even though there is, there will be no one to stop you from breaking the rules. Many people may claimed that they have freedom now. Anyway, I always believe what my Sunday School teacher taught me is right. True freedom is we can don't do what we don't want to do. Well, college is really a good place for me to learn how to grow in a faster manner.
3. Talentime Night 2011
* Well, first of all, I wanna praise the Lord for giving me this opportunity to join Talentime Night in TARC. My group - D'Angels has won the first place for group singing category. It's indeed something I should really thank God and thank to all of my group mates. They did a wonderful job and I enjoyed every moment I have spent with them. Talentime night aka TT nite. I have learned a lot of things from seniors. I really hope that TT nite will always be there. I am sure that I would be glad to see more and more TT junior coming soon :)
4. Getting CGPA 3.9 for first year sem 1
* I know that it's indeed by God's grace and mercy that I could achieve this good result. I am not sharing this out to praise myself but to praise the Lord which always grant me with wisdom and guidance. He is the source of wisdom. :) God is willing to help us, what we need to do is just to ask Him for help and we do our part too. =)
5. First love
* I am sorry to say that I have already break up with my EX, which is also my first love, Mr Ban. I would not like to mention his full name just to protect him and respect him. However, let bygones be bygones. I wish him always happy and found his true love one day. Of course I pray that he would come to believe in Jesus one day so that he will get eternal life too. And, I am single now, you may consider me, ONLY if you really seriously love me. Play boys, don't ever come near me.
6. Baptism
* Yea.. I am 18 now and I can now proudly accept baptism by myself instead of my parents. For those who don't know what my belief is, yea.. I am a Christian and I am proud to be a Christian. Being a Christian doesn't mean that I am perfect and holy. I am still weak, but I will rely on God to be a better person and I know I would follow Jesus.
7. Good friends
* I am really grateful that God bless me with a lot a lot of true friends. I know they are always there whenever I need them. They are true friends indeed, as we know that a friend in need is a friend indeed. I wanna thank them for all the things they have done for me. I really really appreciate it much.
8. Secret
* LOL.. I am secretly in love with... MYSELF.. wakakakaka..
*Kena fooled*
YES! You are right, I am still that LAME.
NO LAME, NO FLORA!
Well, thank God for guiding me throughout this year.
I am sorry for all the wrong things which I have done.
I wanna be a better person in the coming years.
I love you, Lord.
Goodbye to 2011 and say Hi to 2012.
End.